I'M GONNA TYPE THIS IN CAPITAL LETTERS BECAUSE I'M SO
PISSED NOW
AND U KNOW THE ULTIMATE REASON WHY I
HATE FINALS SO FUCKING MUCH IS
IT STOPS ME FROM ATTENDING A BUFFET DINNER AT ARMADA HOTEL TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FUCK IT, NOW I HAVE TO LIVE ON FRIED KUEY TIAW OR SOME STALE BREAD OR SOGGY VEGGIE FOR MY DINNER TOMORROW!
KILL ME PLZ. DO IT NOW, AND I'LL THANK U.
Thursday, October 29, 2009
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
randomness
i hate ppl who love posting all their pictures online and giv captions like "i have such big head" "look, pimples!" "how come my face so fat?" etc. if u know u're ugly, dun put it up lor, for beauty's sake. nobody's interested to measure ur head size or count ur pimples, so plz dun give ppl eyesores by posting those so-called pretty pics that u happily criticize.
watever. i dun normally thrash such thing but obviously, my mood is spoilt by the goddamn lousy college food today. recently juz gained back my appetite after previous sufferings of whatever nonsense the college provide us for meals. and now it was totally ruined again.
shit.
tonight's meeting with the mpa1 adhocs. gotta prepare wat i'm gonna say.
bye. class's postponed anyway. and it looks like it's gonna rain soon.
moody and hungry.
watever. i dun normally thrash such thing but obviously, my mood is spoilt by the goddamn lousy college food today. recently juz gained back my appetite after previous sufferings of whatever nonsense the college provide us for meals. and now it was totally ruined again.
shit.
tonight's meeting with the mpa1 adhocs. gotta prepare wat i'm gonna say.
bye. class's postponed anyway. and it looks like it's gonna rain soon.
moody and hungry.
Monday, October 19, 2009
Another boring post out of the blues
blogging this after fed up of looking into my immuno notes with no input at all. i should be working super hard now, come on!!! finals is coming omg, that's like about two more weeks, omg. seriously if i dun buck up i might as well juz tell the lecturer i couldnt bear sitting for the exam, it's gonna be a waste of paper.
haiz.. even when i was napping juz now, i thought i was reading my damn notes. but it was juz a frigging dream. see, it cant even let me have my rest, waduh...
and when i signed into msn, i dun see the person i wished to see. whatever la. not that the person will speak to me also. obviously he's too busy for ppl like me. whatever. like i care.
monday blues for me as usual. how come i always have to enjoy myself so much at home and then suddenly got slapped on the face with boring lectures and stupid tests. sien. i want to go for a vacation now. fuck exams. fuck finals.
and i skipped it again ystdy. i guess it's juz anthr consequence they have to face for the bad decision. read me. bad decision. sometimes( no, i mean everytime) i reli feel like quitting. it's juz not my thing to be involved. blame me for being irresponsible? nah, i know what and where and when i should be responsible. and for this, what can i say, sorry i'm juz not interested.
but how to approach them? i dunno. it guilts me to think about someone who has the trust on me, but somehow my heart is juz not into all these thing.
can i leave?
can i??
dunno. i should continue with my studies now.
haiz.. even when i was napping juz now, i thought i was reading my damn notes. but it was juz a frigging dream. see, it cant even let me have my rest, waduh...
and when i signed into msn, i dun see the person i wished to see. whatever la. not that the person will speak to me also. obviously he's too busy for ppl like me. whatever. like i care.
monday blues for me as usual. how come i always have to enjoy myself so much at home and then suddenly got slapped on the face with boring lectures and stupid tests. sien. i want to go for a vacation now. fuck exams. fuck finals.
and i skipped it again ystdy. i guess it's juz anthr consequence they have to face for the bad decision. read me. bad decision. sometimes( no, i mean everytime) i reli feel like quitting. it's juz not my thing to be involved. blame me for being irresponsible? nah, i know what and where and when i should be responsible. and for this, what can i say, sorry i'm juz not interested.
but how to approach them? i dunno. it guilts me to think about someone who has the trust on me, but somehow my heart is juz not into all these thing.
can i leave?
can i??
dunno. i should continue with my studies now.
Friday, October 16, 2009
Appreciation.....
Juz read someone's blog post about her memories of her deceased dad and how much she missed him. it simply sent my tears flowing. her guilt of not visiting her ill dad coz of her exams, how her dad showered his undefined love to her and the family, his deep thoughts in protecting and keeping his family safe while he's no longer with them. It made me think of how i've been treating my family this whole 19years of living. am i a filial daughter so far? have i done things that made them proud so far, or am i just a parasite at home and in this society?
Humans only appreciate something when it's no longer with us. we tend to make mistake, hurt other ppl without realising, being stupid with ourselves. people always said i'm too dependent of my family, whenever i told them that my troubles and sadness and thoughts are only shared with my family, they told me that i'm such a mommy gal, daddy gal, family gal, etc. i can go to the extend to cancel all my plans and go home juz to be with them, celebrating each other's birthdays, anniversaries, sis's success in her projects and exams, dad's employment, mom's payment increase etc. there's ntg fucking wrong with it. my family is more important than myself. loving them means my whole life. the comfort i feel in it cannot be compared to anything or anywhere else in this world.
i have my way of appreciating these ppl, and i dont want to regret in the future for the times when i could have be with them and i din, when i could have hold my mom's hands but i din, when i could have listened to my sis complaining about her lousy teachers and bitchy frenz but i din, when i could have help my dad to make his cup of tea for him but i din.
i reli dont want to regret.
for the gal who misses her dad, stay strong. whenever u're crying under ur blanket at night, whenever u're looking back at the photos of u and ur dad sharing moments together, rmbr that he's not gone. he lives in u and ur family. he's alive wherever u are. close ur eyes and u'll feel his presence, keeping u safe and warm with his tender heart and spirit
Humans only appreciate something when it's no longer with us. we tend to make mistake, hurt other ppl without realising, being stupid with ourselves. people always said i'm too dependent of my family, whenever i told them that my troubles and sadness and thoughts are only shared with my family, they told me that i'm such a mommy gal, daddy gal, family gal, etc. i can go to the extend to cancel all my plans and go home juz to be with them, celebrating each other's birthdays, anniversaries, sis's success in her projects and exams, dad's employment, mom's payment increase etc. there's ntg fucking wrong with it. my family is more important than myself. loving them means my whole life. the comfort i feel in it cannot be compared to anything or anywhere else in this world.
i have my way of appreciating these ppl, and i dont want to regret in the future for the times when i could have be with them and i din, when i could have hold my mom's hands but i din, when i could have listened to my sis complaining about her lousy teachers and bitchy frenz but i din, when i could have help my dad to make his cup of tea for him but i din.
i reli dont want to regret.
for the gal who misses her dad, stay strong. whenever u're crying under ur blanket at night, whenever u're looking back at the photos of u and ur dad sharing moments together, rmbr that he's not gone. he lives in u and ur family. he's alive wherever u are. close ur eyes and u'll feel his presence, keeping u safe and warm with his tender heart and spirit
testing.. testing...1, 2, 3..
phew, it's soooooo dusty in here oh man~~!!! when i logged in and i saw the date i last updated here was 4th july. sorry bloggie, for abandoning u for so long time ==""
ok there's no way i can splurge everything out in 5months in a blog. being busy is part of my vocab for this sem, not including all the times when i procrastinated, gave excuses bout connection slow, laptop no battery, tired, haven't bathe, etc when in fact i'm juz too lazy to update in here.
whatever la.
so what am i so busy this sem?
life's pretty good lately. 2nd year is definitely a roller-coaster ride, no kidding. the moment u're going high up, u come down screaming ur head off. and being a senior has definitely some change in uni life. let's hear it from the mighty me.
starting of sem:
-MMP. organised the moral slot. at least i felt more spirited to start my new sem. kept myself busy is what i love, ignore assignments plz.
-pharmacy orientation. woohoo.. call me orientator suyuen. it went on 3weeks, we helping those new kids adapting to pharmacy. it felt a bit weird for me though, coz they're either older or same age as me, lolll....nevertheless, i've found myself a very chio lil buddy. (ps: i'm still the youngest in line, coz he's a few months older, whakaka... big buddy complained that her graduation next time will be full of small kids attending swttt.)
-3 pieces of adorable assignments. on the 2nd week!!! omg~~!! dun remind me about it, tq.
-tests after tests since 4th week. until today. every week, yeah. it would've taken all 9 lives of a cat
middle of sem:
- tests. i'm gonna type this word out till the end of this post.
-and this 1 too. assignments
- pharmily day. performed again this year =)
-cc interactive games. chaostic.
-mpa1. organising camp now =)
-pharmacy's COP. working under my big buddy. tension. whakakaaa
end of sem:
-found time for my bloggie. lolx. nah i've finally decided to do some justice for it, poor thing. and also to those following up my blog and complaining no updates. lalala~
basically that's what i've been up to.at least these are some things i remembered doing. and what has happened with the way i'm blogging, the words and ideas din seem to come up. swt. will do better in the next post. if there's one. coming up next, it's my finals. c u guys in another 1 month, perhaps lol.
oh yeah, am hoping to be able to make it to sarawak this coming sem hols. cant wait!
phew, it's soooooo dusty in here oh man~~!!! when i logged in and i saw the date i last updated here was 4th july. sorry bloggie, for abandoning u for so long time ==""
ok there's no way i can splurge everything out in 5months in a blog. being busy is part of my vocab for this sem, not including all the times when i procrastinated, gave excuses bout connection slow, laptop no battery, tired, haven't bathe, etc when in fact i'm juz too lazy to update in here.
whatever la.
so what am i so busy this sem?
life's pretty good lately. 2nd year is definitely a roller-coaster ride, no kidding. the moment u're going high up, u come down screaming ur head off. and being a senior has definitely some change in uni life. let's hear it from the mighty me.
starting of sem:
-MMP. organised the moral slot. at least i felt more spirited to start my new sem. kept myself busy is what i love, ignore assignments plz.
-pharmacy orientation. woohoo.. call me orientator suyuen. it went on 3weeks, we helping those new kids adapting to pharmacy. it felt a bit weird for me though, coz they're either older or same age as me, lolll....nevertheless, i've found myself a very chio lil buddy. (ps: i'm still the youngest in line, coz he's a few months older, whakaka... big buddy complained that her graduation next time will be full of small kids attending swttt.)
-3 pieces of adorable assignments. on the 2nd week!!! omg~~!! dun remind me about it, tq.
-tests after tests since 4th week. until today. every week, yeah. it would've taken all 9 lives of a cat
middle of sem:
- tests. i'm gonna type this word out till the end of this post.
-and this 1 too. assignments
- pharmily day. performed again this year =)
-cc interactive games. chaostic.
-mpa1. organising camp now =)
-pharmacy's COP. working under my big buddy. tension. whakakaaa
end of sem:
-found time for my bloggie. lolx. nah i've finally decided to do some justice for it, poor thing. and also to those following up my blog and complaining no updates. lalala~
basically that's what i've been up to.at least these are some things i remembered doing. and what has happened with the way i'm blogging, the words and ideas din seem to come up. swt. will do better in the next post. if there's one. coming up next, it's my finals. c u guys in another 1 month, perhaps lol.
oh yeah, am hoping to be able to make it to sarawak this coming sem hols. cant wait!
Saturday, July 4, 2009
AZA AZA FIGHTING FOR COMING DAYZ!!!
aww..... finally the teacher's day is over. marking de end of my two weeks of teaching =) let's start with our grand entrance into de hall. but for me, i was feeling super awkward. we walked into de hall with students at both sides staring and clapping for us. good thing for my dark skin, i was blushing so furiously i can feel burning hot sensation on my cheeks ==""
and i got to sit on the stage!!!! lolx now i know how it felt like to b up there and looking down to the many heads. coz i used to b with the crowd last time wat.... >< as usual the event started with all those anthem singing and finally, the part which i hate most most most: speech giving. during my school days my frenz and i chatted all the way thru the speeches. now being a teacher, i could only sit and day-dream and parayed the thing would end fast. but eheh i wanna bocorkan all the bad behaviours i observed on stage. i'm no longer the teacher of that skul wat so no need worry XD teachers talking with each other too. summor some laugh till so loud loud my mom also went "shhh!" and a teacher was caught dozing off. whakekekezzzz.
next was those performances and award giving. ok ok lar. ntg much special but consider quite entertaining for a secondary skul standard. they had dance, band, choir, chinese orchestra, a boy singing "sway with me" which i tink was the most successful performance of all (his moves and characters were soooo farnie haha and he got the crowd so high=D ), there was a drama too. a normal Cinderella story but their dialogues and way of executing were worth thumbs-up. and the funny boy was in there too lolx.
and i got gifts! can u blif that haha. well ofcoz i can expect it coz wat i heard from mom was the prefectorial board and some other clubs will prepare gifts for every teacher. i tink the main motive was to make sure no teacher go back empty handed, in case some of them can b reli unpopular among the students. mom, no doubt, received lots. i know she's very popular, and perhaps a good teacher as well. bravo, mom!!! she even got a starbucks coffee, hot and nice and ready to drink, omg i'm so envious! the students actually rushed out before the event started to get her a brew of it after she mentioned about how she thought mamak kopi is better than starbucks ^^ mom, i din know u are THAT good. kekezzz *hinting*
it ended around 11am. den we went over to Ancasa Hotel for buffet, juz for us teachers. cool!! de last time i actually joined these ppl was about 3 yrs ago, but i was not a teacher den. de food is average only la ntg special. we had spaghetti, mutton, salad, fish, puddings for dessert and wat else i cant rmbr. took some photos but not posted up here coz they were blur, kudos to my mom. ==""
met up with chrytzall after the buffet. my, we finally got to hang out after so many yrs not seeing each other and she has changed!!! alot.! new hairstyle and she even dyed it! nice, gal=) met a gal named Manni(dunno how to spell) who is fong's fren. we went to cineleisure to catch a Transformers movie. i aint gonna say much but 1 word to describe it: Awesome. *nods furiously and drools*
it was a great day. now i've done my job which i hoped i did it well, i'm so ready to go back uni and start my new life there. new sem, new challenges, new experiences, and with wat i've gained, will strive for better days=) finish packing all my stuff for tmr's registration. even after throwing so many rubbish away, my stuff still looked mountain-ish. grrr.... i'm capable in keeping craps. duh.
hey, i actually missed those kids ya know haha... thx to all of u for being so cooperative and sweet. ur jokes enlightened every lesson together. u've taught me new things and i hope i've implied smth in u too. at least i know ur version for AIDS and y the patients only get to live up to 4 days. it was a lame joke lorrr!!! XD and i love the way my bird looked like, no matter wat u say kakazzz...and i've got new frenz among u guys! yay i love it! plz keep in touch and dun forget to ask me out for yamcha and movies la k. kekezz *evil grin*
for my beloved students and i: gambatte-ne!!!!!!!
and i got to sit on the stage!!!! lolx now i know how it felt like to b up there and looking down to the many heads. coz i used to b with the crowd last time wat.... >< as usual the event started with all those anthem singing and finally, the part which i hate most most most: speech giving. during my school days my frenz and i chatted all the way thru the speeches. now being a teacher, i could only sit and day-dream and parayed the thing would end fast. but eheh i wanna bocorkan all the bad behaviours i observed on stage. i'm no longer the teacher of that skul wat so no need worry XD teachers talking with each other too. summor some laugh till so loud loud my mom also went "shhh!" and a teacher was caught dozing off. whakekekezzzz.
next was those performances and award giving. ok ok lar. ntg much special but consider quite entertaining for a secondary skul standard. they had dance, band, choir, chinese orchestra, a boy singing "sway with me" which i tink was the most successful performance of all (his moves and characters were soooo farnie haha and he got the crowd so high=D ), there was a drama too. a normal Cinderella story but their dialogues and way of executing were worth thumbs-up. and the funny boy was in there too lolx.
and i got gifts! can u blif that haha. well ofcoz i can expect it coz wat i heard from mom was the prefectorial board and some other clubs will prepare gifts for every teacher. i tink the main motive was to make sure no teacher go back empty handed, in case some of them can b reli unpopular among the students. mom, no doubt, received lots. i know she's very popular, and perhaps a good teacher as well. bravo, mom!!! she even got a starbucks coffee, hot and nice and ready to drink, omg i'm so envious! the students actually rushed out before the event started to get her a brew of it after she mentioned about how she thought mamak kopi is better than starbucks ^^ mom, i din know u are THAT good. kekezzz *hinting*
it ended around 11am. den we went over to Ancasa Hotel for buffet, juz for us teachers. cool!! de last time i actually joined these ppl was about 3 yrs ago, but i was not a teacher den. de food is average only la ntg special. we had spaghetti, mutton, salad, fish, puddings for dessert and wat else i cant rmbr. took some photos but not posted up here coz they were blur, kudos to my mom. ==""
met up with chrytzall after the buffet. my, we finally got to hang out after so many yrs not seeing each other and she has changed!!! alot.! new hairstyle and she even dyed it! nice, gal=) met a gal named Manni(dunno how to spell) who is fong's fren. we went to cineleisure to catch a Transformers movie. i aint gonna say much but 1 word to describe it: Awesome. *nods furiously and drools*
it was a great day. now i've done my job which i hoped i did it well, i'm so ready to go back uni and start my new life there. new sem, new challenges, new experiences, and with wat i've gained, will strive for better days=) finish packing all my stuff for tmr's registration. even after throwing so many rubbish away, my stuff still looked mountain-ish. grrr.... i'm capable in keeping craps. duh.
hey, i actually missed those kids ya know haha... thx to all of u for being so cooperative and sweet. ur jokes enlightened every lesson together. u've taught me new things and i hope i've implied smth in u too. at least i know ur version for AIDS and y the patients only get to live up to 4 days. it was a lame joke lorrr!!! XD and i love the way my bird looked like, no matter wat u say kakazzz...and i've got new frenz among u guys! yay i love it! plz keep in touch and dun forget to ask me out for yamcha and movies la k. kekezz *evil grin*
for my beloved students and i: gambatte-ne!!!!!!!
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
EWWW... LOOK AT URSELF IN THE MIRROR B4 APPROACHING PRETTY GALS K....
i finally realised i have market around the old men too. was at popular yesterday. reading magazines while waiting for mom and sis for lunch. den suddenly tis reli slimy old man came around and asked, "u chinese or malay?" i looked at him and had him repeated 3 times only iunderstood wat he was asking. after telling him, he walked off and i tot case settled. den he came near me again and..
"today no school?"
"no"
"where did u study, wat name?"
ok u tink i'm a small lil gal talking to a stranger. but i always talk to strangers and ntg has happen to me so far. and i tot he was the manager of the store or smth trying to make some conversation coz i've been there for quite a long time.
and then.."ur fon number?" and took out his fon, ready to save those lil digits he was quite incredulously convinced i would give him. excuse me even if u have no ethics watsoever, at least ask may i have ur fon num. u're talking to a temporary moral teacher, for fon num's sake.
waved no nicely to him. and he kept his fon and walked off. swtttt i wonder wat he saw in me. i dun exactly look pretty. in normal tee and shorts with my glasses on. and large acne around my face. but i consider him good taste anyway. my advice is clearly written as my title.
few mins later, i heard someone mumbling behind me. looked and saw anthr filthy old guy, looking worse den me in his shorts and white tee. mumbling mumbling mumbling. not a slightest idea wat he was talking. in fact i tink he was a bit loose in the head. din seem to know what he was doing. den he stood beside me, opened the mag i took and started browsing thru. and then continued mumbling. omfg~! i gotta pretend i've done reading and went off. popular had so many weirdos lurking around me!!
went for anthr shopping spree with bestie at midvalley last week. we were darn determined to buy smth from there. robinson's kononnye sale. so, went over to gardens. yeah sale. even with 90% discount i still gotta think twice. but it was at isetan i found my current dream boutique. Iora. fell in love with its clothes at 1U. yeah it wasnt tat cheap but i love the blouses, skirts and everything! so very sophisticated and exactly the styles i like. limiting only 1 blouse from there, i had a hard time choosing, kept changing after one anthr to compare. and finally i picked tis
my gorgeous new lime green blouse from Iora! love the comfortable material and nice design. and it makes me look slim in it. thumbs up! =) 
so nice for a bag!!!!
look at the pretty floral print on it!!! and tis dress makes me look slimmer lolx..
"today no school?"
"no"
"where did u study, wat name?"
ok u tink i'm a small lil gal talking to a stranger. but i always talk to strangers and ntg has happen to me so far. and i tot he was the manager of the store or smth trying to make some conversation coz i've been there for quite a long time.
and then.."ur fon number?" and took out his fon, ready to save those lil digits he was quite incredulously convinced i would give him. excuse me even if u have no ethics watsoever, at least ask may i have ur fon num. u're talking to a temporary moral teacher, for fon num's sake.
waved no nicely to him. and he kept his fon and walked off. swtttt i wonder wat he saw in me. i dun exactly look pretty. in normal tee and shorts with my glasses on. and large acne around my face. but i consider him good taste anyway. my advice is clearly written as my title.
few mins later, i heard someone mumbling behind me. looked and saw anthr filthy old guy, looking worse den me in his shorts and white tee. mumbling mumbling mumbling. not a slightest idea wat he was talking. in fact i tink he was a bit loose in the head. din seem to know what he was doing. den he stood beside me, opened the mag i took and started browsing thru. and then continued mumbling. omfg~! i gotta pretend i've done reading and went off. popular had so many weirdos lurking around me!!
went for anthr shopping spree with bestie at midvalley last week. we were darn determined to buy smth from there. robinson's kononnye sale. so, went over to gardens. yeah sale. even with 90% discount i still gotta think twice. but it was at isetan i found my current dream boutique. Iora. fell in love with its clothes at 1U. yeah it wasnt tat cheap but i love the blouses, skirts and everything! so very sophisticated and exactly the styles i like. limiting only 1 blouse from there, i had a hard time choosing, kept changing after one anthr to compare. and finally i picked tis
my gorgeous new lime green blouse from Iora! love the comfortable material and nice design. and it makes me look slim in it. thumbs up! =)and i dun have this colour anyway.
check out their purchase bags.
so nice for a bag!!!!that's my keychain. bday pressie from sis
lol i love tis bag. tat explains the reason for the many pics of it.
von dear also got a superb blouse from there. gals, u wanna pamper urself? go for Iora=)
got smth from gardens. so headed to midvalley once more. i wanted a dress. so here it is. found tis sweet lil one in Colours.
look at the pretty floral print on it!!! and tis dress makes me look slimmer lolx.. now i am waiting for my salary to arrive. wanna sew the hole i had in my wallet. but hey, spending alot on things i love is part of me. i enjoy pampering myself =)
ok bedtime for me!nitezzzz
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