Another Christmas is here....

some update since i have so much of free time for me to laze around and start thinking lots of things, like i said christmas is coming and i've came up with several resolutions. ok, u make these during New Years which are normally blissfully ignored (yeah i did, so?) and then carry on with ur life, getting ready for another new year and make a whole new list again. gosh. who created resolution this concept? =.=""

so for this christmas(and also the new year) i am gonna:

• be nicer to people (yes, i'm not exact perfect. but dun get the idea that i've never been nice to anyone. i said nicER)
• be more cautious with my speech and action. at this point, seriously, u cant blurt out anything as u like anymore without having someone to judge and hate u.
• be a more filial daughter. stop making ur parents worry by giving them unnecessary calls in the mid of their dinners some nights, dang!! ok maybe this doesnt consider as unfilial, but whatever la.
• care more about people, less about me. this is gonna be hard. hmm... hey i'm not the only one acting like this ok.
• get a grip of myself. do i really need to quit something i like just bcoz i dun wanna face someone who i have ntg to do with anymore? nah...
• stop being self-conscious and take matters personally
• cut down some weight!!!!!! whakakaka i've been saying this for years until it sounded like a slogan to me now
• get a nice bronze skin. yes maybe i'll start hanging out at some beach next sem break and have myself tanned. is this consider as a resolution anyway?
• do something different for my 2oth birthday(omg, old dy!!!!! i refuse to get old!!!) like maybe hitting the clubs. *somebody from somewhere: what u never go clubbing b4, and u're living in KL!* whatever..

the list is still counting but i dun think i wanna blog much about it lah. got better things to do. oh did i mention 2nd semester's starting soon? wont be blogging this rate anymore i guess, coz i can actually smell life's gonna be like explosive bombs soon. really busy like the bombs come flying at ur face, 1 avoid also cannot. stupid comparison.

talking bout bombs, i had this scary dream few nights ago...

i was in afghan, walking at this deserted street with some kids in front of me where they suddenly looked down and exclaimed "my leg is gone!" coz they stepped on some landmines. so i was really careful i even squatted down walking as to check thoroughly on the ground for the mines, and the whole night passed with me reaching my secondary skul (which was also in afghan, and i never study there in my entire life) still searching and careful on not stepping on bombs. finally there was a van which would fetch us back to my hometown, but seats were limited. and i started walking real fast to the van, meeting many uni mates along the way and when i finally arrived there, the last seat has just been taken, and the person was waving at me......

k thats all, thanksforreadingbye