WOW.... ENJOYING LIFE RECENTLY....

whalala~~ juz came back from penang. oh btw.... happy chinese Niu (moooo~) year!!!! with cash coming in now.... i juz wanna splurge it in shopping again!!!! woooohaaa! but aikx.... holz meanz study to me, coz my dear lecturers will never let me forget tat i still have mid-sem tests after cny ends. aduiiiii~~~

anyway, itz a week full of (^o^) to me so letz not spoil the mood! last monday and tuesday(20th-21st jan) :

SWIMMING COMPETITION, SUKMUM 2008/2009

well... on monday morning, i woke up with a lump in my throat. i was sick. diu... but tatz not gonna affect my spirit for the competition tat night!! aza aza fighting!! so we went to the sports centre where UM had tis large swimming pool. honestly i was very nervous, coz i've never taken part in such competitions b4.. and i dunno how good other competitors are.. and i got a feeling i shouldn't be there on that day. (a senior tricked me by saying "aiya... UM galz not many can swim 1. u sure can win de!")

ok cut short the crap. so, with juz three times of training after 2 yrs of quitting the swimming arena, there i was with my teammates, feeling all clammy inside. and then it rained alot, but luckily it stopped juz for the competition (phewwwww~). it started a bit late but splash splash and cheers, it was my turn. 5om freestyle was my 1st event. few of my frenz came to watch the event, and while i was on top of my lane nikku arrived and called out on me. i could only smiled back weakly ^^

Get set....... PHEEEETTTT!!!!

and the next moment, i realised my sprint has given me 1st place in my own hit. i was like.... ecstatic!!! i was 5secs behind to get the bronze thoughhh... so i juz settled with 4th den. but hey, i lost to ppl who represented the country and also those who took part in competitions b4. i was satisfied enaf, yet i was shuddering when i saw my teammates up there receiving medals. i'm gonna get 1 of those the next day!!!!!!!!!

2nd day: my back hurt alot. ystdy sprained it while i dived.(the cause: i've never dived b4 and i never knew how to and it was only ystdy i decided to. ==""). and i got a flu. caught a cold during the rain. warghhh!!!! competition was still on, muz continue aza!

anywayz, today was 100m, 4x50m and 4x100m for me. very heavy events. but it was also my last chance to win a medal!

it was a great day. for 100m, i actually competed against my buddy, MY! she was juz at the lane next to mine. whakaka. one of the rarest thing ever happened i think. XD

and...........................

yeah!!!! i'm proud and prouder to announce that i'm the gold and bronze medallist for 4x100m and 100m respectively!!!!!! whakakakaka. let the pictures do the talking~

Daniel and the galz. he was like, the superhero. 8 medalz in his possession! ><

1st college POWER!!!


ok, tatz me for 100m. haha. the gal in blue: she was the national swimmer! aww man... i'm so lucky to be standing beside her!!

4x100m powergalz! (i'm beside HJ again XD)

ME!!!!

My babies~


oh gawd, i've so much to talk bout the competition but i'm juz too lazy to blog it up. i lurve my teammates, and the bond we've formed was like so strong nobody will believe that we only knew each other within two dayz. (well, maybe only between me and the seniors XD). i lurve from meeting new ppl, to having ppl cheering on me when i was competing, the tiger souvenirs, the medals, the rain, the flu i caught, the backache tat was worth it, the competitors, the referees, the this and the that. ahhhh!!!! cant wait for the next SUKMUM (if i'm still staying in coll then) gonna train harder ady. yesh!!!

anywayz, let proceed. tat was me during last week's kempen derma darah (saturday, 17th jan). i was one of the AJKs but look at wat i did when i was too bored during my shift.....

Yupz, i donated blood!!! whakaka. again, it was my 1st time. i cant blif i was available to donate anyway, i alwayz tot i have a bit of anemia.... but doctor said my blood pressure was low so... wat shud i do then? hmm.... anyway, it sorta hurt a bit ( i felt tat probably coz i dislike needles ><) but imagining those sick ppl out there who need this 300ml blood of mine to save them from death, the pain was bearable. (as a medic-line student, thatz how i tink lolx). but surprising;y, the blood came out fast (the gal beside me: "wow, blood pressure low but y so fast the packet ady full?" me: "dunno la, weh..") and i didn't feel dizzy at all. in fact, i was practically turning around and wondering when can i get off the bed. (the nurse was fusing over so much. "sakit tak? pening tak?" waduhh....)

great experience..... ^^

and then on the same day, i had my pharmnite. it was at grand seasons hotel. ntg much to blog la act... kinda boring punye event... the best bit was able to dress up and looking like a princess. one time i was sitting at the lobby with my frenz to get some drinks, and there was this group of japanese tourists. one of the old ladies came over to our side and looking pleasantly surprised, and uttering smth in nihon at the same time. probably saying "wow, wat gorgeous ladies..!" XD

some ss picz...

lolxxxx~~~

oh yeah... i was chosen as MPA1's emcee! gosh.. anthr great news for me! ^^ i mean, i never tot i'll get thru tat. being emcee is smth i wanted for some time now, and then i wasn't very confident with it (many ppl auditioned for it, and some were emcees b4. me: nil experience) . but yeah, i got the role. i'm gonna give my best. i'm partnering a malay guy who was like so good, he's been emcee in several occasions b4. gonna take him as my sifu liao kakazz.... i juz knew i din wanna be sum1 unknown for this big event... *smiled sheepishly*

after term starts, there'll b Pharmacy's Family Day and also coll's CC dinner. surprised i join smth cc organised? haha yeah tis's my 1st ever activity i'm involved lerrrr..... i'm juz gonna enjoy, have fun and b myself. coz i knew.. i've achieved so much so far and it has done me proud of myself. needless to say, i'm still trying to gain the self-esteem back in me and i knw i can do it.... to seal any unnecessary feelings tat can upset me, to be sum1 happier, and to take things step by step. one day.. i'll make ppl c who the real me is and to discover tat i'm not juz a nobody. i may not prove it today, maybe not tomorrow but i'll b 1 one day. i will not bother bout those narrow-minded ppl who only getz around friendly with the hoohaa ones, and hardly smiled when the quieter ones waved at them with a hello. tatz hurting man... but look at me, wat i've gotta tell u. i dun care.

do i sound cocky? no no no... i'm juz expressing wat i feel. lolx

wat long post. *tired* enaf laaaaa......

A BITTERSWEET WEEK =)

blogging this while in the comp lab for kemahiran maklumat. one of the most sien subjects i've ever seen in uni, besides titas and h.etnik. ==''''



this week passed faster than last week, and i can consider it as a very roller-coaster type of week. started off din reli feel happy with everything, with my old 'disease' attacking me again and needed 45minz of counselling from mom. plus with some bad news here and there had upset me real alot.



exhausted and fed-up



T.T good thing i left my stuff at home and needed mom to take it for me. she gave me a hug which almost made me burst out crying again in less than 24hrs but hey, i felt so much better and optimistic after that.



ok stop blogging so emo-ly. proceed.





it was wednesday when my mood finally improved. had english on that day (oh gosh, i love miss steffi alot. she reminded me of miss sheeda, my english lecturer when i was in matric. how come they alwayz managed to gain my admiration? XD) and we had this lil role play regarding different types of communication, and my group was supposed to act out downward communication, which was about a senior speaking to the junior.



MF came out with this fantastic idea on "eh, let's do orientation week. we're orientators, then we get the others to b the freshies." we agreed on that instantly.



it was hilarious and quirky, i'm telling you. MF and i were like yelling at our teammates (they were the so-called freshies) and threatening them with the same pattern as wat we hav gone thru last time. the prob is, we were stealing silent laughters all the time bcoz it juz din feel right to be doing that on our peers. one of our frenz recorded the whole play and i still laughed at it till today



=D



anyway it was definitely enjoyable. and miss steffi was amazed at the way our orientation is carried out. lol....



too bad my sore throat gotten a bit worse on that day and i couldn't eat properly. that night, after i finished my coll project, a fren of mine gave me his medicine for my throat. much better now. ^^

will blog bout my swimming competition soon.

HAPPY NEW YEAR, PEEPS!!!!!!!!

rite i'm not gonna repeat that.


HAPPY NEW YEAR AGAIN!!

well today's 3rd jan ady and i din get to update it right after 12midnite on 1st and all i did was laze around and going to the bookshop and pouring over lilian too's 2009 feng shui book and oh come on, itz still new year guyz!

anyway, with 2008's gone now meanz i'm having new resolution(s?) for this yr:

a) i want to be slimmer and 45kg. possibly wearing S-sized shorts. yeah yeah, it's alwayz de same ever and i'm still saying this for anthr yr *threw dirty looks at the potruding tummy*

b) i'm not gonna procrastinate in watever i do. esp in my studies. (22 credit hrs, omg!)

c) i'm gonna b more ladylike, and that meanz HEELS! dear was juz telling me ystdy how she was addicted to heels and (with capital letters) told me to get a pair too.

and tis's wat i said: "ok. i'll b getting it on my 19th bday." lollxxx


talking bout heels, i lurrrrrve Prada! wait till i got ka-ching 1st.


and also their totes.

and that LV! *dreamy*

anyway moving on. has anyone mentioned to u a story about a girl with two plasters on her foot and whining on aching arms for some bad incidents the day b4?

u c, wat reli happened is ystdy i went to the library after class to borrow some reference books. (resolution (b) in progress keke). so i found two which i wanted and goddamn, they were like all 7 harry potter series stacked up together. plus with my file, i had to look sideways for me to walk without tripping on rocks or stairs.

and then to make things worse, my shoes were biting off my skin. (can my feet have grown over the holz? ToT). so i walked from faculty back to my college by taking exactly 20minz, with two books and a file in my arms and shoes that were killing me. raindrops can b felt on my forehead and i was like, "oh no, not now. i dun have 3rd arm!"

so tatz it. gonna wear sneakers to cover that ugly plaster-ed foot next time