Wednesday, March 30, 2011

A Temporary Farewell?

why so emo wan the title? yeah la i'm feeling pretty melancholic now. thanks to the rain and TVXQ's super romantic "Confession", and blogging at 1am bcoz cant sleep, not emo then is wat????? *childish*

i kinda miss somebody now. wondering and pondering how she is now. not like she knew and probably not missing me at all, but that's how i am feeling now. been thinking bout her sometimes lately too. but for some reasons, it's awkward to even send a message asking how she is. why? i never knew. just plain awkwardness. u know how u shud sound all cheerful whenever u send those "hey, how're u?? long time no news wor!" messages and i can say everyone's pretty good in it, including me. but not this time. i have no idea why myself. honestly, ever since she met that somebody, we kinda like, u know, lost contact for a long period of time. and to think we used to be so close, it's such an irony situation. Do people really change that much when they start dating?? I dunno, i've never experienced such thing before. i dunno if people will just have time for their somebody, or izit just me being over sensitive?

u grow up earning and losing frenz, but losing them for this reason is not acceptable for me. i sincerely prayed i will not end up like that. i dun blame her. everyone's different, it's up to them to prioritize what they want in life. But i seriously hope she can return to who she is to me, perhaps to realise one day that she still have a fren like me. or a day where she felt so dejected and lost, not even that somebody could help to solve whatever's troubling her, that my name would at least crossed her mind and i, ofcoz, no matter how much i would like to despise her for letting go of me like that, will lend a listening ear and a comforting word. i promise.

Saturday, February 19, 2011

Sex Chromosomes Are Transports

in my opinion, at least. wacky? read on.

i hope u know how we are born as boys and girls. it needs these pairs of XX or XY chromosomes, of course. and i supposed it's general knowledge that the X or Y chromosomes come from the male, join together with the other pair from the female and thus, it produces us. for centuries, especially in the chinese traditional families, the men or their narrow minded families would end up blaming the women if they gave birth to gals instead of boys, accusing them for being 'impotent' or 'incompetent' or whatever although scientifically, it is proven that males will determine the gender of their offsprings.

anyway, we had a talk regarding this topic not long ago, and it started with someone blaming his wife for not giving him a son. and so, the convo went smth like this:

me: omg there goes the same thing again. who ask him not to be competent enough? ur Y sperms fail to make it through, so y is he blaming us?

person 1: coz he's important (pun: impotent) person ma. *cackles* his sperms swam around and got flooded in the SMART tunnel. *cackles madly again and i was about to spit out my tea trying not to laugh*

person 2: haha. the he got gals right? bcoz his X sperms use leg to walk 1. that's y can reach fast. the Y got flooded away coz only got 1 leg. *2nd wave of laughter*

me: no la, Y is a pogo stick. *doing the action of riding the pogo stick*

and that's the end of the story.



this is a pogo stick. see, it's even a guy riding on it. so Y chromosomes = pogo stick?




lol!!!!! just kidding larh, no hard feelings ok!

anyway, went for shopping at sunway pyramid last week to get myself some shoes. i wanted the Zara boots that i saw in 1U so badly but couldnt find the right size. But Sunway din have a Zara (disbelief), so in the end i shopped and scout around and i found a much better one, and i heart it sooooo much!!!

pictures below!! oh yeah, it's my amateur attempt in using PhotoScape, so forgive me for the lack of taste in the designs.




My boots!! isnt it gorgeous? bought it at Viss.



I like this type where it is just up a lil bit higher from the ankle. i think those that goes up to the knee look a bit cheapo and make me look shorter (which u need to avoid esp when ur legs are a bit modest in length)



i love it so much i'm giving u another pic of it =)



i forgotten what this is called, but it's getting trendy in fashion nowadays. something like a schoolgal shoes. normally it is designed with shoe laces and black/white in colour, but this looks unique and different i decided to get this pair! and it's damn comfortable!!!! bought it for only RM 40 =)




Adidas's casual footwear!!!!! been eye-ing this for long already. it's like one of the most comfortable shoes i've ever worn.!! it was fitted with a VibeComfort foot pad, so it feels as if i'm walking on cushion while wearing it. perfect for gals for outings if u are hopeless in high heels and want to avoid painful legs =) comes together with white, but the three coloured strips at its side are not so striking as this black one.

Sunway is the best place for shoes, agree?

Saturday, January 8, 2011

I hope...

... i knew how to make-up. or at least use photoshop. because i wanna make my photos look prettier whahaha!

i am a totally failed camwhorer since i can't even mastered any of these skills. i mean, i do know how to put on a lipgloss, and a lil bit of blusher, but that's all. give me an eyeliner and i'll end up looking like a panda. give me a mascara and i can convince you i will get my eyes glued. give me an eyebrow liner and i will use it as a colour pencil. give me the eyelash curler and i think i will end up curling my upper eye skin instead. give me a foundation and i will just make myself look like a vampire.

i really really wanna learn how to make-up argh!!! but u see, i was born with a sensitive skin and even with just a day of concealer, pimples will be growing everywhere the next day. sad sad sad!! oh god, grant me a flawless skin like those korean girls, glowing and smooth and pimple-free!! or at least grant me a photoshop skill like Xiaxue's!! i want to make wonders with my face wtf. not asking for alot rite? no, might as well just do plastic surgery when i strike lottery.

if i knew how to photoshop, i could make my freckles disappear, my nose sharper, my eyebrows thicker and eyes bigger. and then i could camwhore freely without even bothering to worry about angles and lightings and whatever those things u need to know to look like Barbie doll. Who can teach me??

owh, i just browsed through my laptop and there is no such programme as Photoshop fml.

Wednesday, January 5, 2011

HAPPY NEW YEAR HUHAAAA!!!!!

Hey it's the NEW YEAR BABE!!!!!!!

say hello to 2011 ppl! (Hello!) it's the 5th day by now and i hope everyone had a great start ok! back to work, back to study life, it may be the same old thing all over again for some of us (like me eish), but hey, it gets better since it's the new year! cheerz!! =D

forget about new year resolutions, i told myself not to make any anymore, since i broke (or in another word, never tried to fulfil) those i made last year. But i guess, i should just be more concerned about the ppl around me. Not that i am an ignorant bitch all this while, i give alot of love and care, but just u know, try to notice more of the surroundings and the people and everything. I'm turning 21 soon already, time to be more alert and streetwise. otherwise, i may still get fooled even when i turn 50.

JUST HAVE TO BE MYSELF!! (and perhaps a lil better than now. Hello new year!!!!)

Christmas was a modest affair last year. got myself a new Lumix ZR-3 camera (am so in love with it!! ), an Esprit sling bag which looked really chic on me esp since i had my new hairstyle, and a box of my all-time favourite Ferrero Rocherre(ok i dunno how to spell this thing out, i only know how to eat. see, i told u i need to be more alert of my surroundings, right?) chocolates.

My next target: iPHONE!!!!!! but since i just changed a new fon last year, it's kinda kua jiong to change again at such a short time rite? sigh, datin junaidah mentioned on her 1st lecture: we must know how to separate the "wants" and "needs". but somehow we still mix them up and the "wants" overcome the "needs". 100% true. The most sensible thing i've ever heard since i started pharmacy course. but omg, everyone knows this rite? who can resist temptation???????? if ppl can resist it, then the word "temptation" will never exist in the dictionary. ok i'm speaking crap. *slap*

seriously, if i were to list down my "wants", it will be as long as a lorry. But i am sensible as well. i'm just like an ordinary gal, who loves branded luxuries such as Louis Vuitton, Juicy Couture, Coach, Che Che (their bags are like... heavenly nice!) etc etc. But, i dun feel good buying them at my age, esp since i havent start to earn my own money yet. i do have a Che Che Swarowski-crystal watch, but i got it as a Christmas pressie two years ago. if i were to buy it myself, i would be very very heartache. yeah, i'm that kedekut (that's y i was born under the Horse zodiac whakaka) so, i will wait. and frankly speaking (sorry to all Louis Vuitton and Guess and Coach's lovers out there), these brands are not worth being purchased by me because there are simply too many fucking imitations out there!!!!! When u walk around the Chow Kit road or Petaling street or Pudu Raya, u can see many of these small stalls that shamelessly sell the imitation products. And the people who bought them from these places are like, omg who're u kidding at? All the mamats at the tepi jalan strolling around with a cigar stuck at their mouths, fingernails blacker than charcoal, shirts shabbier than others and they're carrying a Louis Vuitton bag????? or a Gucci wallet? and omg, what do i see there, a fake Guess belt, with their significant plastic diamond-encrusted "G" at the front????

and there are ppl selling and wearing fake watches like Baby-G, Guess, Dunhill, Rolex and any other brand, u name it. 10 years ago, when they produce an imitation, they normally alter either the spelling or design or logo a lil bit. like Baby-G is spelt as Beby-G, Esprit as "Espirit", Guess as "Geuss" and Louis Vuitton's flower logo will be modified to look like a spade or smth. Now, they completely copied the exact thing from the real product. What, all these really make the brands look cheap man!!! even if u see a very elegant woman walking past u with a genuine LV bag, u will still think "aiyer, sure fake 1 lah her bag. see also know dy." T-shirts also, have many imitations. a real MNG printed largely across the blouse, and u go "cheh, see the colour and the way the MNG looks, sure buy from pasar malam 3 for rm10 1 lah." or if the person is holding a fake Prada wallet, u may go swooning, "omg, this fella sure has alot of money hor. i also want."

what i'm saying is, if u can't afford or simply too kedekut like me, dun make urself so despo or cheapskate by buying all these fake products. personally i dun feel good holding those stuff. Who knows if some of my frens saw me with it and asked "yor suyuen, u lucky gal, who bought this for u?" and how shud i answer it? bcum a thick-skinned and admit it was "real", or say "no lah, fake 1. bought from petaling street for rm40 only. nice right? like real 1 rite?"

duh, i cant bring myself to say any of those two sentences.

and u're being not fair to those who actually bought the genuine ones for a whooping high price!!! poor thing, ppl doubting their real LV as a fake one. So, say no to fake products!!!!

so, for me, i normally like my possessions to be of brands that are not being imitated yet. i don't think i saw any fake Che Ches so far, for the Esprit i feel sorry for it but doesnt matter, since i doubt others, i dun mind them doubting the genuine-ness of my stuff wtf. see, i'm that sensible right?

hokkien drama started. haha yes i watch soap dramas just for fun. ok byeeeee~!!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011 AGAIN!!!!!!!