juz came back from dept. dr.mike came in, talked for about 15minz, persuading us to buy a book tat cost rm76, and then elected a new class rep, and thatz it. worse still, i saw the timetable for this sem and kns! itz damn packed. even on friday we hav lectures till 4pm. hopes to go home early came crashing down on me. T.T
aih... i'm plain homesick now. hate it whenever this feeling comes. new sem juz started and i'm already dreading it. grrrrrrr.............
bored.. later 3pm is physio. wat am i gonna do for this 5 hrz..???? arghhhhhh.........
dead miserable.
Tuesday, December 30, 2008
Thursday, December 25, 2008
RANDOM PICZ~
let the picz do the talking~~ cheerzz! ^^
tat day my bureau was supposed to draw stage design for MPA1 and it shud b picturing the scenery in the pyramid. and all i saw when i searched on it on9 were stone walls, rocks, and stairs. even the Queen's chamber looked more like prison in Harry Potter's movie, only that it is surrounded by rocks.
during the process of drawing the design, smth came out..
tadaa~!! 
xmas tree made of roses in sunway pyramid.
tang yuan day. see the green 1. extra large done by me
lol... nicely arranged by me
camwhoring at fitting room
dadadididudu~*
tat day my bureau was supposed to draw stage design for MPA1 and it shud b picturing the scenery in the pyramid. and all i saw when i searched on it on9 were stone walls, rocks, and stairs. even the Queen's chamber looked more like prison in Harry Potter's movie, only that it is surrounded by rocks.
during the process of drawing the design, smth came out..
i wonder wat reaction will the advisor give if i submit this... XD
final result.......~~
tadaa~!!
letz continue.....
xmas tree made of roses in sunway pyramid.
tang yuan day. see the green 1. extra large done by me
lol... nicely arranged by me
camwhoring at fitting room
dadadididudu~*oh for the singapore trip picz, plz feel free to visit my frenster profile. lazy to upload twice, esp in blogger. nyak!
nitezzzzzzzzzzz
MERRY CHRISTMASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!
HOHOHO!!!!! santa suyuen wishes everyone that reads this a very very merry xmas! XD last few days went shopping for xmas presents at everywhere in kl. i was the last to get all the gifts due to my cerewet attitude =="" mom brought me to mid valley bcoz i wanted to get my Momoe bag as well. since the model i wanted is sold out, i console myself by getting two different ones but simply gorgeous from the same brand.
*happy*
den, we looked around for sis's present. mom wanted to get her a sling bag, so i helped her to choose this very girly but suitable for my sis's taste (i guess) from Lulu Belle. den i got her a wallet from Girls. a shiny purple 1 and definitely girly too. hmmm.....
for Dad, i got him a Forest t-shirt. beige with gold designs tat formed beautifully around the chest and shoulders. for mom, it would b pair of nice sandals. cant stand her walking around malls with slippers.
oh, i'm so in the mood for xmas. love this festive day ever since i was young. den we bought this cheap baby xmas tree from jusco ( mom said: let's put our presents around this tree on xmas. juz for the feel of it. wat do u think? me: good idea.! u're a darling, ma ^^) and i rmbr standing at the gift-wrapping counter where mom was having our presents wrapped, i uttered nonsense to her. i said, "i wish that i would wake up on xmas day and santa claus had my pimples removed permanently from my face." an indian lady in front of me turned and smiled at me. mom laughed. me smiling sheepishly. oops there goes me making fun of myself again.
on xmas eve, we had smoked turkey for dinner. den we put those presents out. gah, mom insisted on us opening them on xmas day, so sis and i were there admiring the nicely wrapped pressies. dad kept telling us santa claus will b coming from the window( i would like to c that if it reli happens. santa claus pushing his way thru the closed windows.with his cute round belly and large sack of presents). he reminded us about our tradition: hang ur socks up plz, or santa'll think u dont want presents.
ok..ok......
gahh, though santa never came to our house, i wanted my childhood memories to remain. when i was young, i believed in santa visiting us, hunting for our socks and placing pressies in them. every xmas eve nite, dad would play santa, sis and i would b pretending to b asleep. den he would come around us hohoho-ing and muttering "santa claus is here. are u asleep"? den we would wake up and catch him. holding waists, he would bring us around de bedroom to his 'home' and played till mom called us to keep our voices lower. lolxxxx.... i missed those times. on xmas day, we woke up early and screamed like lunatics coz we had presents from santa!!!
=D
den there comes the adolescent period where all these bedtime-santa is stopped but santa was still out there. i believed in it even during secondary skul!!! and then 1 day 'santa' sent me a wrong present. it was a M-sized pants. "mom, santa din know i've grown fatter this yr. how now??"
"nvm, we'll bring u to the mall to change the size later. i still have the receipt here."
well, reality hits den.
so, since then xmas presents are exposed. we asked each other what they want. lol.
*jingle bells, jingle bells
jingle all the way~*
take a look at the xmas celebration in my house:
ok those momoe bags are not counted. i syok sendiri put it there, juz to make it look like i've got lotza presents whakaka
P/S: can u c the socks at the tree and the red 1 behind? XD
dun touch those pressies k, baby.
guess wat i got tis yr!!!!???
den we went out for shopping today. dad wanted to belanja us at The Ship, but they only had xmas offer meals. nahh.... maybe some other day.... so he told us that wat ever we wanted to buy will b on him. but the tarikh luput is today. he said the santa in him gotta back to north pole later. alaaa...... if only the valid date is due tomorrow. coz we're going pavilion and i can splurge on some expensive stuff... shhhh...... XD
*happy*
den, we looked around for sis's present. mom wanted to get her a sling bag, so i helped her to choose this very girly but suitable for my sis's taste (i guess) from Lulu Belle. den i got her a wallet from Girls. a shiny purple 1 and definitely girly too. hmmm.....
for Dad, i got him a Forest t-shirt. beige with gold designs tat formed beautifully around the chest and shoulders. for mom, it would b pair of nice sandals. cant stand her walking around malls with slippers.
oh, i'm so in the mood for xmas. love this festive day ever since i was young. den we bought this cheap baby xmas tree from jusco ( mom said: let's put our presents around this tree on xmas. juz for the feel of it. wat do u think? me: good idea.! u're a darling, ma ^^) and i rmbr standing at the gift-wrapping counter where mom was having our presents wrapped, i uttered nonsense to her. i said, "i wish that i would wake up on xmas day and santa claus had my pimples removed permanently from my face." an indian lady in front of me turned and smiled at me. mom laughed. me smiling sheepishly. oops there goes me making fun of myself again.
on xmas eve, we had smoked turkey for dinner. den we put those presents out. gah, mom insisted on us opening them on xmas day, so sis and i were there admiring the nicely wrapped pressies. dad kept telling us santa claus will b coming from the window( i would like to c that if it reli happens. santa claus pushing his way thru the closed windows.with his cute round belly and large sack of presents). he reminded us about our tradition: hang ur socks up plz, or santa'll think u dont want presents.
ok..ok......
gahh, though santa never came to our house, i wanted my childhood memories to remain. when i was young, i believed in santa visiting us, hunting for our socks and placing pressies in them. every xmas eve nite, dad would play santa, sis and i would b pretending to b asleep. den he would come around us hohoho-ing and muttering "santa claus is here. are u asleep"? den we would wake up and catch him. holding waists, he would bring us around de bedroom to his 'home' and played till mom called us to keep our voices lower. lolxxxx.... i missed those times. on xmas day, we woke up early and screamed like lunatics coz we had presents from santa!!!
=D
den there comes the adolescent period where all these bedtime-santa is stopped but santa was still out there. i believed in it even during secondary skul!!! and then 1 day 'santa' sent me a wrong present. it was a M-sized pants. "mom, santa din know i've grown fatter this yr. how now??"
"nvm, we'll bring u to the mall to change the size later. i still have the receipt here."
well, reality hits den.
so, since then xmas presents are exposed. we asked each other what they want. lol.
*jingle bells, jingle bells
jingle all the way~*
take a look at the xmas celebration in my house:
ok those momoe bags are not counted. i syok sendiri put it there, juz to make it look like i've got lotza presents whakaka
P/S: can u c the socks at the tree and the red 1 behind? XD
dun touch those pressies k, baby.
guess wat i got tis yr!!!!???
dang dang dang dang!
-majolica majorca lipgloss and blusher *squeals hard* (mom, lub ya!)
-card reader
-a cosmetic set from sis (muaxxxx....)
-reload card (thx dad.. ^^)
-bracelet from vincci
omg, i lurrvvveeeee xmass!!! wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!
den we went out for shopping today. dad wanted to belanja us at The Ship, but they only had xmas offer meals. nahh.... maybe some other day.... so he told us that wat ever we wanted to buy will b on him. but the tarikh luput is today. he said the santa in him gotta back to north pole later. alaaa...... if only the valid date is due tomorrow. coz we're going pavilion and i can splurge on some expensive stuff... shhhh...... XD
merry xmas everyone!!!!!! i'm sooo happy ^^
my family roxxx.....~
Thursday, December 18, 2008
DISAPPOINTING DAY.... T__T
soli for the very long absence. been quite bz recently and plus with my laziness, tis blog seems abandoned by itz owner.
anyway, juz back from singapore last week. it was a 3 dayz 2 nitez trup. will blog bout it soon with picz if possible. definitely not in the mood for long post today.
YYYY?????
i felt so miserable for wat happened today. never in my life was i so disappointed when shopping. and i've learnt my lesson too. tat is: if u like them, get them FAST!!!!! dun f*ckingly waste ur time trying to "aiya, giv it a few more months 1st la, maybe will jatuh harga". DON'T!!!!
wat reli happened was, i saw this superbly gorgeous bag from Momoe. and it was 83bux. for my std, it was considered pricey. ok fine, i wait till sale. now sale, it was 70bux. and yet with my "save more" attitude, i decided to wait la. since i saw that bag in almost all outlets in KL shopping malls, i tot i'll get it after i got my salary from my tuition sessions.
so i went to 1U today, and i walked in Momoe with high hopes, and dang! that bag was gone. frantically i searched the whole shop for 3 times, scanning every angle and nook and junction and corner. and i still cant find that darn thing. so i requested for the shopkeeper to giv a call to other outlets. and can u believe this?????
"sorry miss, the bag that u wanted is sold out in other places too."
no way!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! how can this b happening to me????????? i was like "u muz b kidding me, i dun blif that bag is selling like hot cakes ever since i fell in love with it. watz tis????"
haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.... someone, plz console tis poor lil dejected gal. till now when i'm typing this, i still felt like crying and the disappointment is seeping all over me. T__T
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~~~~~~~~~~
anyway, juz back from singapore last week. it was a 3 dayz 2 nitez trup. will blog bout it soon with picz if possible. definitely not in the mood for long post today.
YYYY?????
i felt so miserable for wat happened today. never in my life was i so disappointed when shopping. and i've learnt my lesson too. tat is: if u like them, get them FAST!!!!! dun f*ckingly waste ur time trying to "aiya, giv it a few more months 1st la, maybe will jatuh harga". DON'T!!!!
wat reli happened was, i saw this superbly gorgeous bag from Momoe. and it was 83bux. for my std, it was considered pricey. ok fine, i wait till sale. now sale, it was 70bux. and yet with my "save more" attitude, i decided to wait la. since i saw that bag in almost all outlets in KL shopping malls, i tot i'll get it after i got my salary from my tuition sessions.
so i went to 1U today, and i walked in Momoe with high hopes, and dang! that bag was gone. frantically i searched the whole shop for 3 times, scanning every angle and nook and junction and corner. and i still cant find that darn thing. so i requested for the shopkeeper to giv a call to other outlets. and can u believe this?????
"sorry miss, the bag that u wanted is sold out in other places too."
no way!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! how can this b happening to me????????? i was like "u muz b kidding me, i dun blif that bag is selling like hot cakes ever since i fell in love with it. watz tis????"
haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.... someone, plz console tis poor lil dejected gal. till now when i'm typing this, i still felt like crying and the disappointment is seeping all over me. T__T
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~~~~~~~~~~
Wednesday, December 3, 2008
MADAGASCAR-ED TODAY XD
went to midvalley(again!) today with my senior. and thank god my eyes weren't swollen. (thankx to 10 promises to my dog, which made me cried b4 sleep) wouldnt want to go out for movies looking like a retarded human fish. ==""
anyway after collecting our ticketz (good thing we booked it early, the queue was mad. ) we walked from midvalley to the gardens and back to midvalley. juz to find a place for lunch =P partially it was my princess attitude tatz so choosy whakaka~
watched madagascar after that. which was a reli funny movie ^^
then, we went shopping (it was me). he kinda surprised me coz willing to look at clothes and accessories with me. i alwayz tot these stuff would bore guyz XD
later, i even had him going for gui ling gao coz i nvr tried it b4 lol.
reli had a great time today la basically. was greatful of him being so caring. (thankx yah!!!)
"plz, even if u're not happy today, tell me that u're happy."
lol, dun worry. i am.
anyway after collecting our ticketz (good thing we booked it early, the queue was mad. ) we walked from midvalley to the gardens and back to midvalley. juz to find a place for lunch =P partially it was my princess attitude tatz so choosy whakaka~
watched madagascar after that. which was a reli funny movie ^^
then, we went shopping (it was me). he kinda surprised me coz willing to look at clothes and accessories with me. i alwayz tot these stuff would bore guyz XD
later, i even had him going for gui ling gao coz i nvr tried it b4 lol.
reli had a great time today la basically. was greatful of him being so caring. (thankx yah!!!)
"plz, even if u're not happy today, tell me that u're happy."
lol, dun worry. i am.
THE LONGEST DISTANCE EVER~
there was once someone told me this
itz saddening when u actually like someone but he seems so far from u
u could only look, and not a chance to speak to him
to know him, to share his ups and downs
the twinge of jealousy when u saw him
with ur gal frenz
and u wish u were beside there
laughing and joking away
smiling at the look of his face
fairytales reli do not happen to me
but i recalled
that someone ask me this b4
which is more hurtful
not being noticed by the guy u liked
or breakups
i took the latter 1
for me
looking from a distance
and supporting him quietly
making sure his burdens are lessened
probz are solved, sadness is eased
and a smile is alwayz dere
i guess
thatz reli meaningful
so tatz exactly wat i'll b doing now
and still believing tat
my fairytale will become a reality soon
itz saddening when u actually like someone but he seems so far from u
u could only look, and not a chance to speak to him
to know him, to share his ups and downs
the twinge of jealousy when u saw him
with ur gal frenz
and u wish u were beside there
laughing and joking away
smiling at the look of his face
fairytales reli do not happen to me
but i recalled
that someone ask me this b4
which is more hurtful
not being noticed by the guy u liked
or breakups
i took the latter 1
for me
looking from a distance
and supporting him quietly
making sure his burdens are lessened
probz are solved, sadness is eased
and a smile is alwayz dere
i guess
thatz reli meaningful
so tatz exactly wat i'll b doing now
and still believing tat
my fairytale will become a reality soon
Monday, December 1, 2008
SHOPPING AND MORE SHOPPING
went to 1U today. bought myself more clothes and a pair of gorgeous strapped sandalz from Vincci. reli spoiling myself like mad lately, and i'm loving it. XD
next week is anthr shopping spree with von dear this time.cant wait!! ^o^
camwhored with sis in Padini & Co. (P/S: look at those heelz. *sweet*)
newayz, went to a dinner with mom and sis ystdy at the Chinese Assembly Hall. then, mom only had two ticketz, and i was supposed to be the 'outcast'. and guess wat, they had extra ticketz and i was actually placed at VIP's table!!!!! the most front and centre of all with yellow cloth! whakaka
next to me were these two kidz, and i can c that they're also separated from their parentz, juz like me. so i got to babysit them lik taking food for them. i felt so old =P
and then they hav this lucky draw in the end where at one point, they act gave out these as prizes:
yup, chairz ==""" i was like, if my num kena for that four-legged thing, i'm juz gonna pretend itz not me. fancy having to travel in the car with this troublesome lucky prize swttttt
next week is anthr shopping spree with von dear this time.cant wait!! ^o^
camwhored with sis in Padini & Co. (P/S: look at those heelz. *sweet*)
newayz, went to a dinner with mom and sis ystdy at the Chinese Assembly Hall. then, mom only had two ticketz, and i was supposed to be the 'outcast'. and guess wat, they had extra ticketz and i was actually placed at VIP's table!!!!! the most front and centre of all with yellow cloth! whakaka
next to me were these two kidz, and i can c that they're also separated from their parentz, juz like me. so i got to babysit them lik taking food for them. i felt so old =P
and then they hav this lucky draw in the end where at one point, they act gave out these as prizes:
yup, chairz ==""" i was like, if my num kena for that four-legged thing, i'm juz gonna pretend itz not me. fancy having to travel in the car with this troublesome lucky prize swttttt
gotta zzz now. giving tuition tmr.. add maths == bitezzzz
Friday, November 28, 2008
SIEN SIEN SIEN!!!!!
after blogging tis, i'm going straight to bed.
been spending my time watching 'corner with love' nowadayz. man, my hubby was killing me all the time with his charm!!!! let me introduce, the forever drop-dead-reborn-and-dead-again gorgeous human ever walked on the surface of this earth:
those beautiful eyes and crooked smile got me in heart attacks al the time. omggggg!!!!!!! and he's like so funny in there, especially with the appearance of his bestie, xiaogui who's also very kawaii in there!! lurve both of them!! support xiaozhu and xiaogui forever!!!!
whenever he sent his electricity all over me, i've got to
juz like this. ultraman defending himself from big ugly monster
if not i'll get short circuit XD
i wish and wish and wish i can meet both of them some day!
XDXDXD *lil galz dream*
seen such beautiful thg b4?
wu zhun, u're taking my place there XD
nitezzz XD
been spending my time watching 'corner with love' nowadayz. man, my hubby was killing me all the time with his charm!!!! let me introduce, the forever drop-dead-reborn-and-dead-again gorgeous human ever walked on the surface of this earth:
those beautiful eyes and crooked smile got me in heart attacks al the time. omggggg!!!!!!! and he's like so funny in there, especially with the appearance of his bestie, xiaogui who's also very kawaii in there!! lurve both of them!! support xiaozhu and xiaogui forever!!!!
whenever he sent his electricity all over me, i've got to
juz like this. ultraman defending himself from big ugly monster
if not i'll get short circuit XD
i wish and wish and wish i can meet both of them some day!
XDXDXD *lil galz dream*
seen such beautiful thg b4?
wu zhun, u're taking my place there XD
nitezzz XD
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
TIRED UPDATE ON SHOPPING and stalkers
i'm gonna go straight to bed after this post.
basically i'm juz too tired to type out anything
but a great news: i've finished my examz!!!! wow, at last after months of tiring and stressful time, finally i can rest lerrrrr.......
so there goes my holidayz!!!!! yesh!!
today after examz, went out with a couple of frenz to mid valley. they wanted to watch movie, but i have a better idea. i wanna pamper myself with some expensive stuff (i mean, i deserve it ok....) so with liwen and jiajen, we went to the gardens to shop for evening dresses (for pharmnite la whakakakakakaka. jiajen: walao so early buy ah. later fat ady den cant wear.)
gosh, i never knew li wen was as materialistic as i am. both of us were like so fanatic over those designer wears and simply gushing over beautiful gowns. found someone who can join me in shopaholic club at last XD den we went over to midvalley, bought Gelato (superb ice-cream, but quite pricey there. tatz me and liwen XD). walk here walk there and finally reach jusco.
hands itching to shop (and i'm darn sleepy now), saw a nice t-shirt from chic avenue, grab it and headed to the cashier.
next was Marks&Spencer which i reli muz enter for itz chocolates. gawd, i actually found the mint choc that my family and i love soooo much( and which cannot be located at anywhere else ^^) but i din buy it. instead i saw anthr equally delicious choc cookies and bought it for my mom. (thx for everything, mom. u're such a beautiful gift to me. muahx)
next, itz time to hunt for nice clothes. went to many shops and finally settled at ROMP. when i alwayz thought that shop offers only faded jeans and dull colored t-shirts, i realise most of the style i'm looking for are in there!!!!!!! happy!!!! bought two gorgeous blouses (smth sophisticated yet young-looking, i'm dying for this style. lurve ROMP!!!)
prices are reasonable too XD
ok i've to admit, my wallet has a big hole now. (liwen was hinting tmr she wanna go sg.wang. and i'm like' "come on, babe. lets go. shopping queens cant stop 1.)
i dun care. i havent bought nice shoes and accessories yet. XD
normally i reli dun shop like tis, but i'm juz so in the mood for it today!!!!! wargh!!!
went to ss2 for steamboat, but mana tau ady bankcrupt. den went to murni, which has so good business there's only left a place of two for candlelight dinner. and there's 7 of us. so how???? simply find 1 restaurant to eat lorrrr.... whole day walk2 ady wat also can eat de.
and a senior msg me later. " eh juz now u're at murni?" , "ya, i was. how u knw de?" "saw u ler, but not sure coz din wear specs." hmm....
*yawn*
tmr going sg.wang!!!!! lollll!!! enjoy 1st b4 i've to work hard for mpa1.
and i fuckingly hate someone right now. call me rude, i dun care. he's like, half a stalker. come on la, watz the matter with u?? i'm not close with u at all. y ask me for lunch together, ask wat am i doing, ask eat ady anot shit ady anot exam how was it. today i got so pissed off. i din reply him. and he sent 'yerrr no reply de. wat u doing now? outside now?' god, plz make him disappear. i hate ppl who's laidat, esp guyz. probably itz bcoz i have similar experience in KMJ and the whole thg turned out sour. till now i'm stil quite traumatised (it sent chills down on me =( ) whenever i thought bout it. and now, itz happening again!! i'll do anything to stay outta all these freaks' wayz. i'm mean, so wat? plz larrrr... get lost la.... u're fuckingly wasting ur time. dun make me hate u more than i do now. though i may not display it. fuck off la. leave me alone.
disgusting.
guyz, plz learn: this's not the way for u to show concern ok.
and he's hinting to treat me a meal if i'm still in college. wtf! meal from stalker is poison to me. i'll give any excuses, as long as i dun have anything to do with him. help me arrrrr!!!! can someone plz invent stalker-spray ah???
hope he doesnt read this and thinks itz him. i hate certain ppl, but i dun make enemies
going to zzz now. nitez
basically i'm juz too tired to type out anything
but a great news: i've finished my examz!!!! wow, at last after months of tiring and stressful time, finally i can rest lerrrrr.......
so there goes my holidayz!!!!! yesh!!
today after examz, went out with a couple of frenz to mid valley. they wanted to watch movie, but i have a better idea. i wanna pamper myself with some expensive stuff (i mean, i deserve it ok....) so with liwen and jiajen, we went to the gardens to shop for evening dresses (for pharmnite la whakakakakakaka. jiajen: walao so early buy ah. later fat ady den cant wear.)
gosh, i never knew li wen was as materialistic as i am. both of us were like so fanatic over those designer wears and simply gushing over beautiful gowns. found someone who can join me in shopaholic club at last XD den we went over to midvalley, bought Gelato (superb ice-cream, but quite pricey there. tatz me and liwen XD). walk here walk there and finally reach jusco.
hands itching to shop (and i'm darn sleepy now), saw a nice t-shirt from chic avenue, grab it and headed to the cashier.
next was Marks&Spencer which i reli muz enter for itz chocolates. gawd, i actually found the mint choc that my family and i love soooo much( and which cannot be located at anywhere else ^^) but i din buy it. instead i saw anthr equally delicious choc cookies and bought it for my mom. (thx for everything, mom. u're such a beautiful gift to me. muahx)
next, itz time to hunt for nice clothes. went to many shops and finally settled at ROMP. when i alwayz thought that shop offers only faded jeans and dull colored t-shirts, i realise most of the style i'm looking for are in there!!!!!!! happy!!!! bought two gorgeous blouses (smth sophisticated yet young-looking, i'm dying for this style. lurve ROMP!!!)
prices are reasonable too XD
ok i've to admit, my wallet has a big hole now. (liwen was hinting tmr she wanna go sg.wang. and i'm like' "come on, babe. lets go. shopping queens cant stop 1.)
i dun care. i havent bought nice shoes and accessories yet. XD
normally i reli dun shop like tis, but i'm juz so in the mood for it today!!!!! wargh!!!
went to ss2 for steamboat, but mana tau ady bankcrupt. den went to murni, which has so good business there's only left a place of two for candlelight dinner. and there's 7 of us. so how???? simply find 1 restaurant to eat lorrrr.... whole day walk2 ady wat also can eat de.
and a senior msg me later. " eh juz now u're at murni?" , "ya, i was. how u knw de?" "saw u ler, but not sure coz din wear specs." hmm....
*yawn*
tmr going sg.wang!!!!! lollll!!! enjoy 1st b4 i've to work hard for mpa1.
and i fuckingly hate someone right now. call me rude, i dun care. he's like, half a stalker. come on la, watz the matter with u?? i'm not close with u at all. y ask me for lunch together, ask wat am i doing, ask eat ady anot shit ady anot exam how was it. today i got so pissed off. i din reply him. and he sent 'yerrr no reply de. wat u doing now? outside now?' god, plz make him disappear. i hate ppl who's laidat, esp guyz. probably itz bcoz i have similar experience in KMJ and the whole thg turned out sour. till now i'm stil quite traumatised (it sent chills down on me =( ) whenever i thought bout it. and now, itz happening again!! i'll do anything to stay outta all these freaks' wayz. i'm mean, so wat? plz larrrr... get lost la.... u're fuckingly wasting ur time. dun make me hate u more than i do now. though i may not display it. fuck off la. leave me alone.
disgusting.
guyz, plz learn: this's not the way for u to show concern ok.
and he's hinting to treat me a meal if i'm still in college. wtf! meal from stalker is poison to me. i'll give any excuses, as long as i dun have anything to do with him. help me arrrrr!!!! can someone plz invent stalker-spray ah???
hope he doesnt read this and thinks itz him. i hate certain ppl, but i dun make enemies
going to zzz now. nitez
Sunday, November 16, 2008
EXAM PERIOD TOO LONG LA... BOH MOOD
and with tis, only left 1 more paper to go.
last week's statistics:
2 hourz
finished answering and checking after 1 hr 15minz. one guy ady left the hall.
decided to jangan berlagak pandai sangat, so checked again (this time slower)
after 15minz, walao eh still got half an hr! ==""
looked at my fren. seemz to be still writing away. the gal behind me pressing the calculator so loudly. checked again XD
"ok first years, u're not allowed to leave the hall 15minz b4 the paper ends."
studentz leaving the hall like mad
scanned thru the buku sifir out of boredom ( duwan leave hall la.... not used to it)
after the paper:
"suyuen, if juz now i leave early, will u follow?"
"yup."
"den say earlier ma. i also wanna come out 1, but i scared later u still wanna b in there."
"walao,aunty.. i also waiting for u de leh.."
so tatz basically wat happenz when the time duration is too long.
now left basic pharmaceutical chemistry, which i hate alot
those notes looked as if the lecturers were in bad mood when they prepared it. one word: useless
==""""
and i've ady finished designing for the backdrop whakaka XD hopefully it'll b chosen for this yr's MPA1 ^^
planz and more planz for holz.
who has 'lan qiu huo' and 'ming zhong zhu ding wo ai ni'???????? plzz lend it to me lerrrr~~~~~
and who wanna watch madagascar with me? (can hear von saying: duh madagascar... twilight's better) i dun care. i wanna watch them move it move it XD
ok. study. wont zzz at 12am to9 (say only....whakaka)
last week's statistics:
2 hourz
finished answering and checking after 1 hr 15minz. one guy ady left the hall.
decided to jangan berlagak pandai sangat, so checked again (this time slower)
after 15minz, walao eh still got half an hr! ==""
looked at my fren. seemz to be still writing away. the gal behind me pressing the calculator so loudly. checked again XD
"ok first years, u're not allowed to leave the hall 15minz b4 the paper ends."
studentz leaving the hall like mad
scanned thru the buku sifir out of boredom ( duwan leave hall la.... not used to it)
after the paper:
"suyuen, if juz now i leave early, will u follow?"
"yup."
"den say earlier ma. i also wanna come out 1, but i scared later u still wanna b in there."
"walao,aunty.. i also waiting for u de leh.."
so tatz basically wat happenz when the time duration is too long.
now left basic pharmaceutical chemistry, which i hate alot
those notes looked as if the lecturers were in bad mood when they prepared it. one word: useless
==""""
and i've ady finished designing for the backdrop whakaka XD hopefully it'll b chosen for this yr's MPA1 ^^
planz and more planz for holz.
who has 'lan qiu huo' and 'ming zhong zhu ding wo ai ni'???????? plzz lend it to me lerrrr~~~~~
and who wanna watch madagascar with me? (can hear von saying: duh madagascar... twilight's better) i dun care. i wanna watch them move it move it XD
ok. study. wont zzz at 12am to9 (say only....whakaka)
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
Sunday, November 9, 2008
Saturday, November 8, 2008
ANOTHER LAME POST XD
bila suyuen penat baca buku kan (ya ke..?), apa dia suka buat???
time to crap again.
since i cant talk much, i'll type it out. (sobz, sore throat's killing me) whenever i swallowed, i go ouch and "pain arr!"
=="""
ok anyway.. recently (not exactly) in friendster, i spotted some 'cutesy' behaviour from some galz profiles.
and that is indulging into typing wordz like
orhx, yarhx, larhx, lorhx.
can someone explain to me where does this word came from ah? or where have they take the initiation to learn it?
i reli dun und leh. i've some interpretation for those wordz
orhx =ox = kerbau?
yarhx = yucks = disgusting?
larhx = lucks = tuah banyak banyak?
lorhx = locks = mangga pintu?
aduiii....
fren: u look pretty in this primary photo
'cutesy' gal: thankx yarhx. u also veli leng orhx =)
translated in my version - thanks disgusting. u're pretty too ox.
gawd, tatz scandalous.
and anthr thg that i cant stand is ppl putting up zhilian photos with captions like 'i look fat' and ' my face is so ugly'.
uhh, y put it up for the public to see if u knw u look bad in there???
swttttttttttt""""""""""""""""""""
dunno which is worse, the photo or their pretentious attitude =__=""
and with posting bulletins like "lololalalililulu upload new photos orhx,plz give commentz yarhx"
reli irritates me big time. are they so desperate in seeking for attention ah?
*suyuen faints*
ok, go study. 3 more papers to go. XD
time to crap again.
since i cant talk much, i'll type it out. (sobz, sore throat's killing me) whenever i swallowed, i go ouch and "pain arr!"
=="""
ok anyway.. recently (not exactly) in friendster, i spotted some 'cutesy' behaviour from some galz profiles.
and that is indulging into typing wordz like
orhx, yarhx, larhx, lorhx.
can someone explain to me where does this word came from ah? or where have they take the initiation to learn it?
i reli dun und leh. i've some interpretation for those wordz
orhx =ox = kerbau?
yarhx = yucks = disgusting?
larhx = lucks = tuah banyak banyak?
lorhx = locks = mangga pintu?
aduiii....
fren: u look pretty in this primary photo
'cutesy' gal: thankx yarhx. u also veli leng orhx =)
translated in my version - thanks disgusting. u're pretty too ox.
gawd, tatz scandalous.
and anthr thg that i cant stand is ppl putting up zhilian photos with captions like 'i look fat' and ' my face is so ugly'.
uhh, y put it up for the public to see if u knw u look bad in there???
swttttttttttt""""""""""""""""""""
dunno which is worse, the photo or their pretentious attitude =__=""
and with posting bulletins like "lololalalililulu upload new photos orhx,plz give commentz yarhx"
reli irritates me big time. are they so desperate in seeking for attention ah?
*suyuen faints*
ok, go study. 3 more papers to go. XD
Friday, November 7, 2008
ok, i'm supposed to find ideas for my MPA1 backdrop but all i did was
busybody-ing ppl's friendster profiles
msn-ing with palz
walking around and complaining about hot weathers contributing to sore throats
aikxxxx!
anyway, physiology juz over today. and gawd, the way we're acting, itz like as if finalz has over! coursemates ran out to sg.wang for karaoke (i ran back home XD), some were let's c.. onlining now, go for yamcha bla bla bla.
give us break lor, been working hard like bulls cramming in stuff like anemia and respiratory disease, heart disease, watever disease and facts that will never end. ==""""
one guy was even heard saying, "ohhh finally the largest burden is over. the next few subjects were my strength. good."
urgh, u wont catch me uttering that till i graduate.
will study tonight. not in the mood now XD weii, help me think wat to design for eygptian nite lerrrrr....
pharaoh?
big big pyramid?
weird symbolz with dog-like creature and semi-naked men?
cleopatra? (mom was talking bout women in veil juz now. hope we get to dress like those on MPA day XD)
good thg my pal will help me with the designs (guyz, i suck in adobe photoshop nor...)
but she need a draft from me
and i need ideas!!!!!!!!!
busybody-ing ppl's friendster profiles
msn-ing with palz
walking around and complaining about hot weathers contributing to sore throats
aikxxxx!
anyway, physiology juz over today. and gawd, the way we're acting, itz like as if finalz has over! coursemates ran out to sg.wang for karaoke (i ran back home XD), some were let's c.. onlining now, go for yamcha bla bla bla.
give us break lor, been working hard like bulls cramming in stuff like anemia and respiratory disease, heart disease, watever disease and facts that will never end. ==""""
one guy was even heard saying, "ohhh finally the largest burden is over. the next few subjects were my strength. good."
urgh, u wont catch me uttering that till i graduate.
will study tonight. not in the mood now XD weii, help me think wat to design for eygptian nite lerrrrr....
pharaoh?
big big pyramid?
weird symbolz with dog-like creature and semi-naked men?
cleopatra? (mom was talking bout women in veil juz now. hope we get to dress like those on MPA day XD)
good thg my pal will help me with the designs (guyz, i suck in adobe photoshop nor...)
but she need a draft from me
and i need ideas!!!!!!!!!
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
CUTE SHOTZZZZ
meet our baby lollxxxx
help me!! molest ahhh!! hahahaaa
watching me when i'm benkyou-ing ^^
no matter how stressful and busy u are, i'll be with u =D
If u want, i can accompany u to study too !
aikxxx sleep liao wer????!!!
lol........ i'm so pathetic XD
URGH...... LAME POST
short random post to compensate for the long abandoned blog. been very bz preparing for (aikxx) finalz...
sobzzz plz plz plz let it end as soon as possible... reli beh tahan liao
got my holz plan properly. and the first thg i'll do is to go shopping for pharmnite with meihui. and i'll brush up on my driving and cooking skillz. go yamcha with frenz and catch up with old times. go for a vacation. watch and drool over xiaotian in his new drama. watch and drool more over xiaozhu in lan qiu huo XDXD and if possible....
i wanna meet up with KMJ DS-es!!! gawd i reli missed them like hell. that's where i actually found myself, having fun and laughing and crapping away. haizzz..... itz so different compared to uni. i mean i still clicked with my new frenz, but it was never the same as before. kmj was reli a happy memory for me. i had a past that will be envied by some ppl. smth tat i cherished and hope to create the same in uni as well............
talking bout uni.... i've decided to (lalala~) stay in college no matter wat! if i dun get it, i'll appeal sampai dapat. lol...
reason???? i want to see that person till he graduates XD then i'll move out XD
cough. (=.="")
go benkyou now!!!!! byeeeee! jiayou jiayou jiayou!!
sobzzz plz plz plz let it end as soon as possible... reli beh tahan liao
got my holz plan properly. and the first thg i'll do is to go shopping for pharmnite with meihui. and i'll brush up on my driving and cooking skillz. go yamcha with frenz and catch up with old times. go for a vacation. watch and drool over xiaotian in his new drama. watch and drool more over xiaozhu in lan qiu huo XDXD and if possible....
i wanna meet up with KMJ DS-es!!! gawd i reli missed them like hell. that's where i actually found myself, having fun and laughing and crapping away. haizzz..... itz so different compared to uni. i mean i still clicked with my new frenz, but it was never the same as before. kmj was reli a happy memory for me. i had a past that will be envied by some ppl. smth tat i cherished and hope to create the same in uni as well............
talking bout uni.... i've decided to (lalala~) stay in college no matter wat! if i dun get it, i'll appeal sampai dapat. lol...
reason???? i want to see that person till he graduates XD then i'll move out XD
cough. (=.="")
go benkyou now!!!!! byeeeee! jiayou jiayou jiayou!!
Sunday, October 5, 2008
PoPuLaRiTy. DoEs It MaTtEr???????????
since there's nothing much going around lately, so i'm gonna start crapping again. our topic today is:
Popularity among us
XD
Case No.1
-in high school-
there was this notice on the board for the Top 10 studentz in Final Examination, and my big name was there. Staring at it, sudddenly a gal came with her fren and looked over my shoulder. "Wong Su Yuen? Shui lai de?" (meanz 'Who's that?') Irritated, i turned, gave her my sweetest smile and said, "Su Yuen is me lor." and pointed at my nametag. that gal saw it, with a stunned and sorry-i-din-know-it-was-u look, gave an "oohh.." while i walked away.
Case No.2
-also in high school-
"eh, su yuen ah. u c there. c that senior ma?"
"uh huh. Y?"
"i tel u hor, she alot of admirers wan leh. tat day they held a birthday party for her. her phonebook ah, so many frenz oh. so nice..."
"uh huh. so?"
"u feel she apa macam?"
"er.... u learn her la. tomboy haircut, change ur specs to those thick thick frames 1 (well, it was considered trendy among teenz), talk and walk cool, dun smile so much, juz laugh only when it was u who joke. confirm u can get admirers too. Mau ke?"
"wat la u...."
Case No.3
oh gawd, i cant believe this's happening to me. i'm talking too much. too hyperactive ady. now everyone knows me. too popular jor. i have so many nicknames from them. plz dun add anymore. beh tahan leh. but i still wanna mix with many ppl! i want know more of them. not only with the same ppl i'm hanging out with. veli veli sien de leh..
someone else: haiz.... i'm too quiet. nobody notices me. not like her/him, can talk talk talk and play here jump there. aiyor.... want learn meh??? difficult leh. later ppl say me this and that.
so, the question is:
is popularity so important???
reli dunno.... anyone can tell suyuen??
Popularity among us
XD
Case No.1
-in high school-
there was this notice on the board for the Top 10 studentz in Final Examination, and my big name was there. Staring at it, sudddenly a gal came with her fren and looked over my shoulder. "Wong Su Yuen? Shui lai de?" (meanz 'Who's that?') Irritated, i turned, gave her my sweetest smile and said, "Su Yuen is me lor." and pointed at my nametag. that gal saw it, with a stunned and sorry-i-din-know-it-was-u look, gave an "oohh.." while i walked away.
Case No.2
-also in high school-
"eh, su yuen ah. u c there. c that senior ma?"
"uh huh. Y?"
"i tel u hor, she alot of admirers wan leh. tat day they held a birthday party for her. her phonebook ah, so many frenz oh. so nice..."
"uh huh. so?"
"u feel she apa macam?"
"er.... u learn her la. tomboy haircut, change ur specs to those thick thick frames 1 (well, it was considered trendy among teenz), talk and walk cool, dun smile so much, juz laugh only when it was u who joke. confirm u can get admirers too. Mau ke?"
"wat la u...."
Case No.3
oh gawd, i cant believe this's happening to me. i'm talking too much. too hyperactive ady. now everyone knows me. too popular jor. i have so many nicknames from them. plz dun add anymore. beh tahan leh. but i still wanna mix with many ppl! i want know more of them. not only with the same ppl i'm hanging out with. veli veli sien de leh..
someone else: haiz.... i'm too quiet. nobody notices me. not like her/him, can talk talk talk and play here jump there. aiyor.... want learn meh??? difficult leh. later ppl say me this and that.
so, the question is:
is popularity so important???
reli dunno.... anyone can tell suyuen??
Friday, October 3, 2008
Gui Ling Gao yang sedaapp.... XD
been hibernating in home lately. good thg the fungi havent grow around my butt yet.ystdy instead of revising, i actually spent 6 half hours WATCHING TV!!!!
-MTV asia awardz
-victoria beckham and princess diana's life story
-hokkien drama (walao suyuen watch this 1 ah??? lol)
-taichung dance concert
tatz y pia organic chem till 1am... whakakakaka
sis said smth thatz reli funny (for me la) ystdy:
after questioning her taste for lengzai,
sis: "beauty's in the eye of the beholder."
me: "oh ya.. u're rite.... watz the real meaning of this whole proverb act?"
haha knew wat it meant ady, juz wanna bully her
sis explained.
me: "so u're which 1? the beholder?"
sis: "ofcoz! if not?? the beauty ah?"
*ROFL*
ahem.. maybe it wasnt tat funny but it got me laughing even when i'm typing this out. XD
mad suyuen....
oh yeah, i'm obsessed with xiao chu!
went for lunch juz now at my fave restaurant.
after finish eating,
mom: "eh u say want try gui ling gao rite? neh, here got sell. mau ke?"
me: nodded and smiled like idiot
sis: "very bitter and nan sek 1 leh. muz put honey only nice. like herb taste."
me: "ahh, wanna try only. never eat b4 ma..."
came tis black black thing called gui ling gao and also itz partner, honey.
scooped a bit (mom: take more la, so scared for wat? XD)
poured alot honey (in case if itz reli very bitter)
mmmmmmmm........... one word.
NICE!!!!!
whakakaka living this 18yrz and i've actually never tasted this stuff b4, so ridiculously pathetic punye human. and if itz not bcoz my fren once mentioned to me b4, he said:
"mid valley's gui ling gao got eat b4 ah? very nice man.! eat once and u'll want to go there eat everyday ah. eat tat ady confirm exam score well!"
wow, got so geng!!? *naive*
ok, enaf of crap on this black jelly. i'm a fan of it now XD
the damn ulcer is killing me
T__T
ahhhhh....... 2 more dayz b4 returning to uni....
Gambatte-ne!!!
-MTV asia awardz
-victoria beckham and princess diana's life story
-hokkien drama (walao suyuen watch this 1 ah??? lol)
-taichung dance concert
tatz y pia organic chem till 1am... whakakakaka
sis said smth thatz reli funny (for me la) ystdy:
after questioning her taste for lengzai,
sis: "beauty's in the eye of the beholder."
me: "oh ya.. u're rite.... watz the real meaning of this whole proverb act?"
haha knew wat it meant ady, juz wanna bully her
sis explained.
me: "so u're which 1? the beholder?"
sis: "ofcoz! if not?? the beauty ah?"
*ROFL*
ahem.. maybe it wasnt tat funny but it got me laughing even when i'm typing this out. XD
mad suyuen....
oh yeah, i'm obsessed with xiao chu!
went for lunch juz now at my fave restaurant.
after finish eating,
mom: "eh u say want try gui ling gao rite? neh, here got sell. mau ke?"
me: nodded and smiled like idiot
sis: "very bitter and nan sek 1 leh. muz put honey only nice. like herb taste."
me: "ahh, wanna try only. never eat b4 ma..."
came tis black black thing called gui ling gao and also itz partner, honey.
scooped a bit (mom: take more la, so scared for wat? XD)
poured alot honey (in case if itz reli very bitter)
mmmmmmmm........... one word.
NICE!!!!!
whakakaka living this 18yrz and i've actually never tasted this stuff b4, so ridiculously pathetic punye human. and if itz not bcoz my fren once mentioned to me b4, he said:
"mid valley's gui ling gao got eat b4 ah? very nice man.! eat once and u'll want to go there eat everyday ah. eat tat ady confirm exam score well!"
wow, got so geng!!? *naive*
ok, enaf of crap on this black jelly. i'm a fan of it now XD
the damn ulcer is killing me
T__T
ahhhhh....... 2 more dayz b4 returning to uni....
Gambatte-ne!!!
Saturday, September 27, 2008
Be strong..
Posted the song below as it represents exactly wat i'm going thru now...
it painz me deep inside.
it tires the hell out of me.
y shud i try so hard to
be in a position where i know
i'll never be happy
it'll only make me
feel inferior
all the time
ppl said, u juz have to be urself
yes i wanted to
i told myself
that u're who u are
u're not someone else
u dun need to
the mask shud be thrown away
reveal who u are exactly
but y do i push myself
to a limit in this society
causing all the misery in me
i know the feeling of being overshadowed
i suffered from it
i wanted for ppl to notice me
for who i am
and not someone
ppl wanted me to be
yet i still hold the mask
walking around and fooling myself
am i happy with it??
shudn't everyone b given a chance
to prove who they reli are
instead of only noticing
the greater ppl around them
and sideline the rest
itz unfair
life's unfair
i've never been
more disappointed with life
life's so fcuking unfair
mom, u're such a darling. ur wordz have been comforting ones. i appreciate it.
i promise u, i'll stay strong.
it painz me deep inside.
it tires the hell out of me.
y shud i try so hard to
be in a position where i know
i'll never be happy
it'll only make me
feel inferior
all the time
ppl said, u juz have to be urself
yes i wanted to
i told myself
that u're who u are
u're not someone else
u dun need to
the mask shud be thrown away
reveal who u are exactly
but y do i push myself
to a limit in this society
causing all the misery in me
i know the feeling of being overshadowed
i suffered from it
i wanted for ppl to notice me
for who i am
and not someone
ppl wanted me to be
yet i still hold the mask
walking around and fooling myself
am i happy with it??
shudn't everyone b given a chance
to prove who they reli are
instead of only noticing
the greater ppl around them
and sideline the rest
itz unfair
life's unfair
i've never been
more disappointed with life
life's so fcuking unfair
mom, u're such a darling. ur wordz have been comforting ones. i appreciate it.
i promise u, i'll stay strong.
REFLECTION
Christina Aguilera
Look at me
You may think you see
Who I really am
But you’ll never know me
Every day, is as if I play apart
Now I see
If I wear a mask
I can fool the world
But I can not fool
My heart
Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
I am now
In a world where I have to
Hide my heart
And what I believe in
But somehow
I will show the world
What’s inside my heart
And be loved for who I am
Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
Why is my reflection
Someone I don’t know?
Must I pretend that i’m
Someone else for all time?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
There’s a heart that must
Be free to fly
That burns with a need
To know the reason why
Why must we all conceal
What we think
How we feel
Must there be a secret me
I’m forced to hide?
I won’t pretend that i’m
Someone else
For all time
When will my reflections show
Who I am inside?
When will my reflections show
Who I am inside?
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
WOKE UP FROM NIGHTMARE, FINALLY!
eurgh wifi's so lagging recently, so this post is kinda ystdy's newz XD
finally i've found the 'lost me' back. so happy with my lifestyle these few dayz. back to myself again is smth i've been seeking for previously. lolxxxx~
and then, heard a newz from my coursemate and it makes me feel even better whakaka. aint no telling but juz have to wish myself: suyuen, jia you! XD
anywayz, juz came back from helping out the ppum's kempen derma darah and also MPA1's meeting (lol the best AGM ever i think, if u knw wat i mean kekeke *sneaky*)
was great having ppl all around me again, smth that i enjoyed now and alwayz. unlike the times when i was still having those nightmares and decided to 'bury' myself, unseen and unheard. my gawdd...... i cant believe how stupid i was then. but yeah, good thg i'm back to being me again haha omedetou!!! XD
anatomy test tis coming friday *shivers*
11.50pm: msn-ing with pikachu and senior CT. and juz only arrived, sam. XD
so i guess thatz all. wanna chat with them now nitezzzz bloggie.....
finally i've found the 'lost me' back. so happy with my lifestyle these few dayz. back to myself again is smth i've been seeking for previously. lolxxxx~
and then, heard a newz from my coursemate and it makes me feel even better whakaka. aint no telling but juz have to wish myself: suyuen, jia you! XD
anywayz, juz came back from helping out the ppum's kempen derma darah and also MPA1's meeting (lol the best AGM ever i think, if u knw wat i mean kekeke *sneaky*)
was great having ppl all around me again, smth that i enjoyed now and alwayz. unlike the times when i was still having those nightmares and decided to 'bury' myself, unseen and unheard. my gawdd...... i cant believe how stupid i was then. but yeah, good thg i'm back to being me again haha omedetou!!! XD
anatomy test tis coming friday *shivers*
11.50pm: msn-ing with pikachu and senior CT. and juz only arrived, sam. XD
so i guess thatz all. wanna chat with them now nitezzzz bloggie.....
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
DO BETTER FOR THE 2ND TIME!!
anatomy resultz out yesterday.. well, it was ok i think but i wasn't that satisfied. a bit frustrated act coz i expected higher, and considering that many scored so high, i was feeling quite inferior. worked so hard for it but it din turn up as wat i've expected haiz... anyway... i wont be giving up that soon..
next FRIDAY: 2nd anatomy test. Jia you!!!!
been feeling more relaxed with who i am recently. learning to cope with my messy troublesome lifestyle that i had for the past few weeks, and happier now.. sometimes i still find myself wearing a mask and impersonating, like an actor. but it tires me alot. working hard to put a stop to those stupidity....
stephanie sun's 'wo de ai' on my media player now.... nice feeling
roomies not in room.. only me by myself. love it.
and is CC activities reli that important?? i mean, they keep pushing us to join this trip and go that activity. swtttt......... not being anti-social but i reli have no interest in those stuff and it irritates me whenever they do those pushing behaviours. drop it k....
and 1 more thg is, i actually got biro logistik and kemudahan for pharmacy's community service. omfg...... 3rd 1!!!! i was in the same bureau for coll's kempen derma darah and MPA 1 ady. shit..... dunno whether to say itz a good or bad luck. i mean, it wasnt even my top 3 choice. wanted smth more interesting but din get it. looking at the brighter side, at least i'll gain experience in erm.. setting up booths and exhibitions and helping ppl to carry stuff???? i dunno......
argh!!!! y is this happening to me.... TuT
i guess i'll juz accept it and give my full commitment ler.....
there they go again... anthr yamcha session. and i'm not going.. izit bcoz of exam stress or wat???? haih... watz becoming with my social life....? ==""""
next FRIDAY: 2nd anatomy test. Jia you!!!!
been feeling more relaxed with who i am recently. learning to cope with my messy troublesome lifestyle that i had for the past few weeks, and happier now.. sometimes i still find myself wearing a mask and impersonating, like an actor. but it tires me alot. working hard to put a stop to those stupidity....
stephanie sun's 'wo de ai' on my media player now.... nice feeling
roomies not in room.. only me by myself. love it.
and is CC activities reli that important?? i mean, they keep pushing us to join this trip and go that activity. swtttt......... not being anti-social but i reli have no interest in those stuff and it irritates me whenever they do those pushing behaviours. drop it k....
and 1 more thg is, i actually got biro logistik and kemudahan for pharmacy's community service. omfg...... 3rd 1!!!! i was in the same bureau for coll's kempen derma darah and MPA 1 ady. shit..... dunno whether to say itz a good or bad luck. i mean, it wasnt even my top 3 choice. wanted smth more interesting but din get it. looking at the brighter side, at least i'll gain experience in erm.. setting up booths and exhibitions and helping ppl to carry stuff???? i dunno......
argh!!!! y is this happening to me.... TuT
i guess i'll juz accept it and give my full commitment ler.....
there they go again... anthr yamcha session. and i'm not going.. izit bcoz of exam stress or wat???? haih... watz becoming with my social life....? ==""""
Friday, September 12, 2008
SO TIRED.....
itz 1.15am when i blogged this. listening to koda kumi's 'ai no uta'. been staying up tis late to finish the hubungan etnik project (it wouldn't have taken this long if i kept the internet and msn off XD) anyway, finally i've done it! hopefully everything will be acceptable to the lecturer.if not i'll reli cry my eyes out for one whole nite of complete waste of time.
feeling so exhausted..... din slept well last nite... was accompanied by disturbing images saw in one of my emailz ( dun feel like mentioning it. itz playing in my head rite now. been haunting me since ystdy yikiessss T__T) and also restless mind. and when i woke up at 6am, i realised the earphones were still plucked in my ears, yui's 'tomorrow's way' played in my phone.. gawd... meanz i slept the whole nite while 'listening' to music....which contributed to me falling asleep a few times in class today damn it.. ever since orientation over, this was the 1st time i felt sleepy again. so frustrated with myself (for looking at the mail) and the sender (for sending me such f*cking emailz).
omg... feel like throwing up now.... i hate that mail....... *screamz*
oh gosh..... stop thinking bout it plz.... class tmr starting at 9am thank god.... guess i better go brush my teeth and zzz now.... if only i can get some peaceful mind.....
going home tmr.....
ok, bed is waiting for me. nitezz... i mean morningzz......
and....
i reli hope to be juz myself......
feeling so exhausted..... din slept well last nite... was accompanied by disturbing images saw in one of my emailz ( dun feel like mentioning it. itz playing in my head rite now. been haunting me since ystdy yikiessss T__T) and also restless mind. and when i woke up at 6am, i realised the earphones were still plucked in my ears, yui's 'tomorrow's way' played in my phone.. gawd... meanz i slept the whole nite while 'listening' to music....which contributed to me falling asleep a few times in class today damn it.. ever since orientation over, this was the 1st time i felt sleepy again. so frustrated with myself (for looking at the mail) and the sender (for sending me such f*cking emailz).
omg... feel like throwing up now.... i hate that mail....... *screamz*
oh gosh..... stop thinking bout it plz.... class tmr starting at 9am thank god.... guess i better go brush my teeth and zzz now.... if only i can get some peaceful mind.....
going home tmr.....
ok, bed is waiting for me. nitezz... i mean morningzz......
and....
i reli hope to be juz myself......
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
NO TEST RECENTLY.... BUT CANT RELAX MUCH EITHER!!
blogged this while in group discussion, trying to finish that hubungan etnik project. seriously, i wouldnt give a damn to this thing if itz not included into our grades lol.. hate all these time-wasting subjectz.. watz the point on telling ppl who're adultz to eratkan perpaduan antara kaum??? i mean, we've been hearing that since primary school dayz and the info sorta like immune in us ady, it doesnt give us any effect whatsoever. haiz.... suan liao....
anyway, today was juz another plain day.. looking forward to go home this week ( basically i do everyday haha) coz i wanna watch 'money not enough 2'!!!! yeah yeah yeah!!
ahhh... the feeling of finishing a test = finalz over lol.... been onlining and relaxing since yesterday... juz dun have the mood to study ler.... but this shud not be happening!!!!! i muz keep fighting!!! finalz muz gambatte!!!!!
juz let me relax till i'm satisfied 1st lar..... kakakakaka
talking crap again.... lolxxx... nothing much to say.. drizzling here... later got meeting for kempen derma darah aikxxx........
ciaozzzzzz.... zzz............
anyway, today was juz another plain day.. looking forward to go home this week ( basically i do everyday haha) coz i wanna watch 'money not enough 2'!!!! yeah yeah yeah!!
ahhh... the feeling of finishing a test = finalz over lol.... been onlining and relaxing since yesterday... juz dun have the mood to study ler.... but this shud not be happening!!!!! i muz keep fighting!!! finalz muz gambatte!!!!!
juz let me relax till i'm satisfied 1st lar..... kakakakaka
talking crap again.... lolxxx... nothing much to say.. drizzling here... later got meeting for kempen derma darah aikxxx........
ciaozzzzzz.... zzz............
Tuesday, September 9, 2008
HAVE YOU EVER BEEN....?
tis might be one of the most emotional posts in this blog.. feeling so down now. the tears juz wouldnt come down, leaving me to feel even worse. is that y ppl said once u're feeling too miserable, u couldnt afford to cry at all? perhaps itz true....
sitting comfortably at my room, blogging tis (finally i found the connection)
have u ever been feeling so close to someone
to have wonderful thoughts that u share so many similarities with them
leads to pure admiration, and that u're thankful
u get to know tis person in ur life, and they're there in ur heart?
but...
when they utter wordz that hurt
to the deepest of ur feelingz
it was merely juz their wayz to have fun
but imagine
if u receive it from someone
who u care and admire alot
it brought pain in ur heart
and yet, at the moment
when u felt like
running away and juz wanna cry out
u're forced to remain where u are
putting up a poker face
laughing along with them
and taking it as lightly as others
it tortures u more
de misery u felt
u juz wanna be somewhere, unheard and unseen
to relieve the knot in ur heart
thatz exactly how i felt now..
no one here will und me..
it was den added
when u have someone close to you
and yet somehow they're better than u,
they're liked by others, u're unnoticed beside them
u're shielded
itz not appropriate to compare
u are who u are
love yourself, love being who i am
but sometimes, the dilemma struck u
i wish i'm not alwayz landed in this situation
it pains me
get a grip, and be strong
nothing's more important than
to treasure what u have in life
life is short, there's alwayz wayz
to improve on urself
but staying happy
is what i need in being me
i juz hope
there's enough in me
for u to be proud of me
to ensure that ur decision is right
i shud not take too seriously with wat u have said
i respect u alot
sitting comfortably at my room, blogging tis (finally i found the connection)
have u ever been feeling so close to someone
to have wonderful thoughts that u share so many similarities with them
leads to pure admiration, and that u're thankful
u get to know tis person in ur life, and they're there in ur heart?
but...
when they utter wordz that hurt
to the deepest of ur feelingz
it was merely juz their wayz to have fun
but imagine
if u receive it from someone
who u care and admire alot
it brought pain in ur heart
and yet, at the moment
when u felt like
running away and juz wanna cry out
u're forced to remain where u are
putting up a poker face
laughing along with them
and taking it as lightly as others
it tortures u more
de misery u felt
u juz wanna be somewhere, unheard and unseen
to relieve the knot in ur heart
thatz exactly how i felt now..
no one here will und me..
it was den added
when u have someone close to you
and yet somehow they're better than u,
they're liked by others, u're unnoticed beside them
u're shielded
itz not appropriate to compare
u are who u are
love yourself, love being who i am
but sometimes, the dilemma struck u
i wish i'm not alwayz landed in this situation
it pains me
get a grip, and be strong
nothing's more important than
to treasure what u have in life
life is short, there's alwayz wayz
to improve on urself
but staying happy
is what i need in being me
i juz hope
there's enough in me
for u to be proud of me
to ensure that ur decision is right
i shud not take too seriously with wat u have said
i respect u alot
Sunday, September 7, 2008
AUDITION FOR VOCALIST????
hoho physio test is coming tis tue, and i'm still onlining here like nobody's business.. juz hope i survived throughout the paper..
anyway, went audition for Festival Seni under acoustic music last week
was at the doorway and the first thing i saw was guitars and unfamiliar faces
ohmygod... shud i quit? i mean i dun even knw wat those strings on guitars mean..
decided to have a look in there
gosh coll's music room was nice. with sound-proff walls and shelfs of music intrumentz, drumz and air-conditioned
ok... tatz good..
so when they asked me wat i would love to auditioned for~
piano? sorry, i stopped tat long time ago so basically my knowledge in it is like.. telur goreng
so i guess i'll go for vocalist audition on 15th sept and perhaps join them in the band..
hung out at the place for almost 2 hrz to watch those guyz playing electric guitars and drumz and making good music outta them.
gosh, it was such great feeling, being so close to these sounds for the 1st time.
it reminded me of NANA the movie and gawd, i want to get into band!!
and if i did, the 1st song i'll sing with them is 'Glamorous Sky'.!
Argh! *squealz and hide under blanket*
XD
ok gtg now... will be back to uni later.... ciaoz...
btw.. my frenster profile got hacked for the 2nd time again.. haizzzzzzzz........................
anyway, went audition for Festival Seni under acoustic music last week
was at the doorway and the first thing i saw was guitars and unfamiliar faces
ohmygod... shud i quit? i mean i dun even knw wat those strings on guitars mean..
decided to have a look in there
gosh coll's music room was nice. with sound-proff walls and shelfs of music intrumentz, drumz and air-conditioned
ok... tatz good..
so when they asked me wat i would love to auditioned for~
piano? sorry, i stopped tat long time ago so basically my knowledge in it is like.. telur goreng
so i guess i'll go for vocalist audition on 15th sept and perhaps join them in the band..
hung out at the place for almost 2 hrz to watch those guyz playing electric guitars and drumz and making good music outta them.
gosh, it was such great feeling, being so close to these sounds for the 1st time.
it reminded me of NANA the movie and gawd, i want to get into band!!
and if i did, the 1st song i'll sing with them is 'Glamorous Sky'.!
Argh! *squealz and hide under blanket*
XD
ok gtg now... will be back to uni later.... ciaoz...
btw.. my frenster profile got hacked for the 2nd time again.. haizzzzzzzz........................
Saturday, August 30, 2008
CONFESSIONS OF A CONFUSED HEART
am i going to be trapped in that 'web' again?
am i falling into the wrong hole once more?
how come this feeling is coming to me again?
*emo-ing*
when it happened some weeks ago
i cant accept it
it wasn't me
running away and avoiding is painful
facing it will make me
confused with
who i am
the true me
i blamed on stress
caused me to lose control
and my sanity
i denied the abnormality in me
but the more i did
the more pain i felt
i hate the fact that the person is sad
over someone special who has hurt itz feelingz
juz 1 reason
i knw i care so much for that person
and that it goes the wrong way
and making thingz worse
by confusing me
after that
i was normal again
the monster in me is dead
but now itz coming out again
i couldnt imagine this
plz plz plz!!
if i'm very sure with
this from start
it shudnt have happen again
i cant stay away from it
itz following me sometimes
it wasn't addictive
but i dont want it to
affect me
control me
possessed me
all over again!!
ppl are telling me
how lucky i am
the care that i received
and this brought
alot of admiration in me
for that person
but there was no way
that this feeling
shud be found out
by anyone
nobody will accept this
especially that person
it shud be juz
me and my best pal
know bout it
only she understands me
so juz let me
continue to care
and admire
this person
who has a place in my heart
plz get this feeling away
as fast as possible....
part two:
i'm still missing someone till now. everytime i sat by myself, the thought drifted in me. if only i could push aside the ego in me and juz ask how is everything going on.. but the guilt is still dere.. and only time will heal it..
am i falling into the wrong hole once more?
how come this feeling is coming to me again?
*emo-ing*
when it happened some weeks ago
i cant accept it
it wasn't me
running away and avoiding is painful
facing it will make me
confused with
who i am
the true me
i blamed on stress
caused me to lose control
and my sanity
i denied the abnormality in me
but the more i did
the more pain i felt
i hate the fact that the person is sad
over someone special who has hurt itz feelingz
juz 1 reason
i knw i care so much for that person
and that it goes the wrong way
and making thingz worse
by confusing me
after that
i was normal again
the monster in me is dead
but now itz coming out again
i couldnt imagine this
plz plz plz!!
if i'm very sure with
this from start
it shudnt have happen again
i cant stay away from it
itz following me sometimes
it wasn't addictive
but i dont want it to
affect me
control me
possessed me
all over again!!
ppl are telling me
how lucky i am
the care that i received
and this brought
alot of admiration in me
for that person
but there was no way
that this feeling
shud be found out
by anyone
nobody will accept this
especially that person
it shud be juz
me and my best pal
know bout it
only she understands me
so juz let me
continue to care
and admire
this person
who has a place in my heart
plz get this feeling away
as fast as possible....
part two:
i'm still missing someone till now. everytime i sat by myself, the thought drifted in me. if only i could push aside the ego in me and juz ask how is everything going on.. but the guilt is still dere.. and only time will heal it..
ANATOMY TEST AND MERDEKA PARADE IN UM
Last week was i guess, one of the most tiring weeks for me, besides orientation dayz. after watching formallin-soaked human organz(brains, intestines, legs, anyone?) and horrified by the fact that many of my course mates were darn good in memorizing anatomy notes, i hit the panic button. wtf, based on my knowledge tat subject, i would have probably flunk the paper cukup-cukup. so i set myself to work till early mornings to re-read my notes again, trying to stuff in as much as i could till my brain was saturated with scientific names and functions. and life was made more miserable for me as i was chosen to represent pharmacy dept for UM's merdeka parade.
and gawd, we pharmacy students had to dance boria. wtf, i dun even knw wat tat was. when i found it out, i went
Wat.
The.
*censored*
can anything be worse than this?
thank god physiology paper is postponed till next two weeks. if not, i would have die kao kao there, right in front of u.
anyway, i skipped some rehearsals due to the fact that it was a complete waste of time. i have got to finish reading for my test!! nothing is more important compared to my disastrous anatomy progress. reli tension momentz. and watching my roommate is no help either, she made me felt more stress. plus the thought tat she didnt need to waste time going for that parade thingie was painful enaf to bring tears to my eyes..
few hours before the test, had lunch with my next room neighbour during matric times, ying wei. gosh, i missed her alotz!!!! though i met her a few times in the cafe, i din get to chat with her and ystdy we did. and we chatted like how we used to. i reli missed all the memories we had in KMJ, she was such great neighbour and pal. when i told her i gotta go prepare for exam and to wish me luck, she said, "aiya, no need wish u the best, u're already the best." awwww..... wat sweet and meaningful things to say. love u! *hugz*
well.. i guessed the paper was ok anyway......
night: went to dtc at 8.15pm. it was drizzling a bit, but it stopped quite few minz later (good thing..). pharmacy studentz were supposed to perform in labcoats, so here we were in the beautifully decorated outfitz..
The pretty, professional ones: shinyi, siok hui, mun yin, sei ling, shy kee and me ^^
and gawd, we pharmacy students had to dance boria. wtf, i dun even knw wat tat was. when i found it out, i went
Wat.
The.
*censored*
can anything be worse than this?
thank god physiology paper is postponed till next two weeks. if not, i would have die kao kao there, right in front of u.
anyway, i skipped some rehearsals due to the fact that it was a complete waste of time. i have got to finish reading for my test!! nothing is more important compared to my disastrous anatomy progress. reli tension momentz. and watching my roommate is no help either, she made me felt more stress. plus the thought tat she didnt need to waste time going for that parade thingie was painful enaf to bring tears to my eyes..
few hours before the test, had lunch with my next room neighbour during matric times, ying wei. gosh, i missed her alotz!!!! though i met her a few times in the cafe, i din get to chat with her and ystdy we did. and we chatted like how we used to. i reli missed all the memories we had in KMJ, she was such great neighbour and pal. when i told her i gotta go prepare for exam and to wish me luck, she said, "aiya, no need wish u the best, u're already the best." awwww..... wat sweet and meaningful things to say. love u! *hugz*
well.. i guessed the paper was ok anyway......
night: went to dtc at 8.15pm. it was drizzling a bit, but it stopped quite few minz later (good thing..). pharmacy studentz were supposed to perform in labcoats, so here we were in the beautifully decorated outfitz..
The pretty, professional ones: shinyi, siok hui, mun yin, sei ling, shy kee and me ^^we waited for 3 hours juz to perform a 4minz dance. walao.... but the whole event was so lively and colourful. i din get the chance to watch at all (was standing on tiptoes to peep wat was happening on the dataran), but from those sounds and cheerz from audience, it must have been a great show. yet, suddenly a feeling came to me:
there was not much regret that i din get to be one of the audiences, coz being able to be a part of this event, when they announced, 'persembahan seterusnya adalah daripada kontinjen Kolej Pertama dan Jabatan Farmasi!' it brought pride to my heart lolxx~ (@^o^@)
labcoats helped alot.. kaka!
very disappointed with somebody after that.. her words were not true to her actionz.. letz not mention anymore.. the pain shud be juz buried deep in me, coz we were not destined to hate each other. there was too much to risk if we were not talking..
no one understands.. only my panda mommy does..
haizz
Saturday, August 23, 2008
SAYONARA TO HOLIDAYZ ==""
omg there goes my one week holidayz. itz gonna end soon lerr and the point is, i havent been enjoying at all!!
walaoooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!...........!!!!!!
watching taekwondo olympicz now. malaysia vs norway. norway leading with 3-0. hope for anthr medal is gone with the winds.....
summerlive concert starting tonight!!!! yatta~!!!
dunno wat to say. i'm practically crapping. my holidayzzzz........................................
bored...
walaoooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!...........!!!!!!
watching taekwondo olympicz now. malaysia vs norway. norway leading with 3-0. hope for anthr medal is gone with the winds.....
summerlive concert starting tonight!!!! yatta~!!!
dunno wat to say. i'm practically crapping. my holidayzzzz........................................
bored...
Monday, August 18, 2008
MOVIES AND ANATOMY
woke up early this morning to study anatomy. skeletal system. memorizing a bunch of complicated bone names and the even more difficult structures and functionz of them were reli giving me the headache. and after the test next thursday, it would be buried in ground, waiting to be digged out and stuffed into my brain again. aikxxx~ wat a complete waste of time..
anyway, went out to 1U with dear. she wanted to watch wall-e, and i juz wanted some break after a rough start of holz and also to stay away from the hateful anatomy. itz quite a nice movie la, with good animation and erm, cute robotz. but i fell asleep half an hour before it ended =="""" (dear: walao u reli geng leh. laidat also can zzz) wanna watch 'meet dave' soon. who's interested? XD
this's for dear, if u're reading this: thankx for being there for me whenever i need someone by my side. nothing's more comfortable than having u as my close fren, my ears to listen to my probz, my shoulders to cry on (though i never did that keke). u're almost equal to my mom, and i'm grateful with that. hope to learn from u more in the future on how to deal with my own affairs better. u're a great person, who has grown alot all these years. that is why i can cope with wat i'm going through now, only bcoz u're with me.thankx. muahx~ lol
anyway, went out to 1U with dear. she wanted to watch wall-e, and i juz wanted some break after a rough start of holz and also to stay away from the hateful anatomy. itz quite a nice movie la, with good animation and erm, cute robotz. but i fell asleep half an hour before it ended =="""" (dear: walao u reli geng leh. laidat also can zzz) wanna watch 'meet dave' soon. who's interested? XD
this's for dear, if u're reading this: thankx for being there for me whenever i need someone by my side. nothing's more comfortable than having u as my close fren, my ears to listen to my probz, my shoulders to cry on (though i never did that keke). u're almost equal to my mom, and i'm grateful with that. hope to learn from u more in the future on how to deal with my own affairs better. u're a great person, who has grown alot all these years. that is why i can cope with wat i'm going through now, only bcoz u're with me.thankx. muahx~ lol
Friday, August 15, 2008
ANNUAL GATHERING OF PHARMACY DEPARTMENT 2008/2009
BY FIRST YEAR STUDENTS
Together Forever. Without unity, there is no strength in a community. With one determination and one voice, we stand strong above others. With an all-round approval from all the first year students, this is the theme for our annual gathering 08/09 : “Together Forever”. This event is held successfully every year and the most important thing is, it is organized by the first year pharmacy students, who then were still being acknowledged as freshies, for the lecturers and seniors. The objective of this event is to build strong team spirit among the juniors and also with others. It was indeed our big day throughout our 3 weeks of the department orientation. The hard work we put in, the frustration we felt, the tiredness we endured, the sleepless nights we had, were all for this gathering. Success is definitely what we had hoped for in this event.
The annual gathering was held at 25th July 2008 in Dewan Jemerlang. There were 5 bureaus; performance, technical, decorations, publicity & protocol and refreshments. With good teamwork, we managed to come out with a few good ideas for the performances. We had choir, combination of dances (comprising malay, indian, modern and boys dance), dikir barat, and drama. At the end of the performances, we would dance accompanied by our theme song, High School's Musical “We're All In This Together”.
The event kicked off with the superbly interesting candle performance. Next, it was the multimedia presentation, then followed up by choir, which comprised 16 girls. We sang along to the song “Voice of Tomorrow”. It was definitely a good start for this gathering as we not only managed to entertain the crowd, the ever enthusiastic Dr. Zoriah also joined us onstage. Dikir barat was next and they performed to the song 'Dikir Puteri'.
Then, it was time for the much awaited combination of dances. Students clad in beautiful outfits that matched with the type of dances they were involved in displayed their skills and brought up the high spirits among the crowd. The boys dance got the most cheers from everybody. Staff and seniors couldn't hold back to their seats due to belly-tickling laughs. After the marvellous performance from the dancers, it was the drama’s turn. The story was about a poor boy with big ambition who, despite facing many complications like having not enough money to fund his education, strived hard for success. He then graduated as a pharmacist. It was definitely a very entertaining and inspiring story, with great actors and props.
The finale was the best, where all the first year students rushed in from both entrances, with the theme song blasted merrily in the hall. We took turns to go upstage and danced energetically. Some seniors were even spotted joining us in the dance. It was undoubtedly a good way to end the annual gathering. After that, refreshments were served to the guests. Everyone was satisfied and contented during the whole duration. But, the happiest were still the 1st years, because we were finally approved as juniors!
In short, annual gathering 08/09 was a great success, and it was a good experience for all of us. It proves to us that unity is very essential in determining one's future, and that includes academic as well as developing our soft-skills in this pharmacy department. Let’s hope for the best together, forever.
BY FIRST YEAR STUDENTS
Together Forever. Without unity, there is no strength in a community. With one determination and one voice, we stand strong above others. With an all-round approval from all the first year students, this is the theme for our annual gathering 08/09 : “Together Forever”. This event is held successfully every year and the most important thing is, it is organized by the first year pharmacy students, who then were still being acknowledged as freshies, for the lecturers and seniors. The objective of this event is to build strong team spirit among the juniors and also with others. It was indeed our big day throughout our 3 weeks of the department orientation. The hard work we put in, the frustration we felt, the tiredness we endured, the sleepless nights we had, were all for this gathering. Success is definitely what we had hoped for in this event.
The annual gathering was held at 25th July 2008 in Dewan Jemerlang. There were 5 bureaus; performance, technical, decorations, publicity & protocol and refreshments. With good teamwork, we managed to come out with a few good ideas for the performances. We had choir, combination of dances (comprising malay, indian, modern and boys dance), dikir barat, and drama. At the end of the performances, we would dance accompanied by our theme song, High School's Musical “We're All In This Together”.
The event kicked off with the superbly interesting candle performance. Next, it was the multimedia presentation, then followed up by choir, which comprised 16 girls. We sang along to the song “Voice of Tomorrow”. It was definitely a good start for this gathering as we not only managed to entertain the crowd, the ever enthusiastic Dr. Zoriah also joined us onstage. Dikir barat was next and they performed to the song 'Dikir Puteri'.
Then, it was time for the much awaited combination of dances. Students clad in beautiful outfits that matched with the type of dances they were involved in displayed their skills and brought up the high spirits among the crowd. The boys dance got the most cheers from everybody. Staff and seniors couldn't hold back to their seats due to belly-tickling laughs. After the marvellous performance from the dancers, it was the drama’s turn. The story was about a poor boy with big ambition who, despite facing many complications like having not enough money to fund his education, strived hard for success. He then graduated as a pharmacist. It was definitely a very entertaining and inspiring story, with great actors and props.
The finale was the best, where all the first year students rushed in from both entrances, with the theme song blasted merrily in the hall. We took turns to go upstage and danced energetically. Some seniors were even spotted joining us in the dance. It was undoubtedly a good way to end the annual gathering. After that, refreshments were served to the guests. Everyone was satisfied and contented during the whole duration. But, the happiest were still the 1st years, because we were finally approved as juniors!
In short, annual gathering 08/09 was a great success, and it was a good experience for all of us. It proves to us that unity is very essential in determining one's future, and that includes academic as well as developing our soft-skills in this pharmacy department. Let’s hope for the best together, forever.
(this report is done by me keke ^^)
UNI LIFE: I WASTE TOO MUCH OF TIME!
finally another new update after a long long absence.
y? coz everyday busy.
busy wasting time.
today's first day of sem break. skipped tat lousy hubungan etnik to come home early. had four hrz of class today (normally only 1 hour. suddenly add a tutorial class and replacement for physio. sobz lecturers are big bullies....)
anywayz, will meet up with my good palz soon. but there's not much time for me to waste anymore. at uni is ady a nightmare. took part in coll's activities, hang out with frenz, shopping, pbsm, yamcha bla bla bla. ended up today when the pharmaceutical chem test results was out, i did..
badly.
T_________________T
it wasnt tat bad also act coz i'm among the average, but honestly, i know i've been lagging in my studies lately. i muz reli work hard!!!!! coz after holidayz, there'll b three papers and 2 of them are killer subjects for me.
physiology and anatomy. kill kill
my vow to myself:
no more pasar malams
no more yamcha
study whenever i have time
go back to kmj lifestyle
and
reduce pbsm is possible. if....
got chosen accidentally for perarakan kemerdekaan. walao eh all of a sudden!! din even get my permission yet and i saw my big name on that damn piece of paper. and they make the whole event sounded so worthful to join.
"u'll get two certs. one from pharmacy HEP and anthr 1 from 1st coll. maybe after this, ur chance to stay in coll next yr is much higher. 7pm to 9pm at dtc(no excuses for not able to stay under hot sun). still can go back home during weekends for merdeka holz. only need to practise a few times. join la. itz compulsory."
can i say no?
haizzzzzzzzzzzzz. thank god physio test is postponed till sept. if not, i'll reli kill myself coz of this.
dun feel like talking much.
will upload some photos on my orientation, annual gathering and the latest of myself soon. feel free to visit my frenster for picz as well ^^
y? coz everyday busy.
busy wasting time.
today's first day of sem break. skipped tat lousy hubungan etnik to come home early. had four hrz of class today (normally only 1 hour. suddenly add a tutorial class and replacement for physio. sobz lecturers are big bullies....)
anywayz, will meet up with my good palz soon. but there's not much time for me to waste anymore. at uni is ady a nightmare. took part in coll's activities, hang out with frenz, shopping, pbsm, yamcha bla bla bla. ended up today when the pharmaceutical chem test results was out, i did..
badly.
T_________________T
it wasnt tat bad also act coz i'm among the average, but honestly, i know i've been lagging in my studies lately. i muz reli work hard!!!!! coz after holidayz, there'll b three papers and 2 of them are killer subjects for me.
physiology and anatomy. kill kill
my vow to myself:
no more pasar malams
no more yamcha
study whenever i have time
go back to kmj lifestyle
and
reduce pbsm is possible. if....
got chosen accidentally for perarakan kemerdekaan. walao eh all of a sudden!! din even get my permission yet and i saw my big name on that damn piece of paper. and they make the whole event sounded so worthful to join.
"u'll get two certs. one from pharmacy HEP and anthr 1 from 1st coll. maybe after this, ur chance to stay in coll next yr is much higher. 7pm to 9pm at dtc(no excuses for not able to stay under hot sun). still can go back home during weekends for merdeka holz. only need to practise a few times. join la. itz compulsory."
can i say no?
haizzzzzzzzzzzzz. thank god physio test is postponed till sept. if not, i'll reli kill myself coz of this.
dun feel like talking much.
will upload some photos on my orientation, annual gathering and the latest of myself soon. feel free to visit my frenster for picz as well ^^
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
HECTIC 3 WEEKZ!!!!
Blogged this post in my classroom keke. and i juz found out that they did not blocked friendster webpage. woohoo!! so next time i know wat i can do if i'm bored in class XDXD
anyway, i knw it has been some time since i last blogged. according to my fren, this blog is soooo dusty. made me have to update it for the sake of updating. ok here i go again. crap is my number 1 talent.
orientation is still going on. and i mean faculty orientation. 3 weeks of climbing stairs, chasing seniors desperately for signatures (beware! they wont let u off so easily. let me c........ i've so far done singing, acting, making cards, cheering, etc juz to have them sign my paper. teehee), and having to "LOOK DOWN!!" when being orientated by them.
swttttttt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but i aint no complaining, coz all these are nothing compared to wat we have to do during these 3 weeks. we have to organise some kind of stuff called Annual Gathering, and everyone is involved in it. i was the secretary and also in the choir. honestly, tis group faced the most problems among others. having to change the song at last minute kinda shook me up a bit. i mean..
nvm, forget bout it.
letz continue then. we finally found this song from last yr biomed's gathering, so now everyone is working hard to practise it perfectly. and i'm bound to train them properly before the real day. i'm reli reli RELI worried bout them (fell sick bcoz of this sobz). not that they're not working hard but juz tat itz not up to my expectation. nvm, juz have to give our best shots then.
anywayz, ystdy was the CC dinner and i cosplayed as michael jackson. kinda successsful actually haha and that's the only thg i'm proud of. tat i sorta looked like him bwahaha. but other than that, we have to perform and it sucks big time. tummy wasnt feeling so well and i was sick in the same time, so kinda affected my mood a bit. sighzz.......
PLZ GET WELL BY TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
will upload photos on me in MJ soon. here sgt tak fong bin. ciaozzzz
and i'm missing him. alot. though only saw him a few dayz ago.
haih........................................................................................................................
anyway, i knw it has been some time since i last blogged. according to my fren, this blog is soooo dusty. made me have to update it for the sake of updating. ok here i go again. crap is my number 1 talent.
orientation is still going on. and i mean faculty orientation. 3 weeks of climbing stairs, chasing seniors desperately for signatures (beware! they wont let u off so easily. let me c........ i've so far done singing, acting, making cards, cheering, etc juz to have them sign my paper. teehee), and having to "LOOK DOWN!!" when being orientated by them.
swttttttt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but i aint no complaining, coz all these are nothing compared to wat we have to do during these 3 weeks. we have to organise some kind of stuff called Annual Gathering, and everyone is involved in it. i was the secretary and also in the choir. honestly, tis group faced the most problems among others. having to change the song at last minute kinda shook me up a bit. i mean..
nvm, forget bout it.
letz continue then. we finally found this song from last yr biomed's gathering, so now everyone is working hard to practise it perfectly. and i'm bound to train them properly before the real day. i'm reli reli RELI worried bout them (fell sick bcoz of this sobz). not that they're not working hard but juz tat itz not up to my expectation. nvm, juz have to give our best shots then.
anywayz, ystdy was the CC dinner and i cosplayed as michael jackson. kinda successsful actually haha and that's the only thg i'm proud of. tat i sorta looked like him bwahaha. but other than that, we have to perform and it sucks big time. tummy wasnt feeling so well and i was sick in the same time, so kinda affected my mood a bit. sighzz.......
PLZ GET WELL BY TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
will upload photos on me in MJ soon. here sgt tak fong bin. ciaozzzz
and i'm missing him. alot. though only saw him a few dayz ago.
haih........................................................................................................................
Friday, June 27, 2008
BUSY LIFE STARTING SOON..... REAL SOON.......
huhu uni's gonna start tis sunday.... act i'm kinda excited but nervous in the same time.... and mygod, two months of holidayz ended so fast!!! been very very bz these few dayz ( gomene if i din or late reply msg and frenster's commentz k!). finished my medical check-ups (took 3 dayz to complete everything swt"""""" and the nurses din seem to be happy with the sudden increase of their workload.. = =""), went to the Bank Islam to pay for my orientation fees, shopping frantically for new clothes (urgh, no need for formal attires anymore, that meanz new wardrobe all over again. waste $__$!!)
so watz left now is: P.A.C.K.I.N.G.
aikxxxx....... i'm soooo lazy for this..... "evon ah, u can come help me anot??" XD
anyway, gonna collect my specs today. den evening will only start to kemas barang. procrastinate procrastinate.
not much time for me to online soon... so this blog might be abandoned for quite some time... unless i manage to get my handz on internet there kekeke....
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Monday, June 23, 2008
GALZ OUTING IN MIDVALLEY AND GARDENS!!
went out with nikki to midvalley and the Gardens last friday...
Us!! 
nice pose+pretty galz= best pic!! XD
the pretty four: suyuen, kelly, nikki and may
again and again XD
us in Flying Chillies. dunno y so far apart haha~
Us!!halfway thru lunch in Flying Chillies, May called up and asked where I am. so i told them and they came over to join both of us..
mygod i reli missed them alotzz, esp KMJ galz (kelly and May!! muaxxx!)
camwhoring in front of mirror again.... whakakaka
nice pose+pretty galz= best pic!! XD
the pretty four: suyuen, kelly, nikki and may
again and again XD
us in Flying Chillies. dunno y so far apart haha~
dunno wat else to blog.... anyway... uni starting soon (6 more dayz)
and i hardly prepared anything yet... swt"""""
Thursday, June 19, 2008
PHARMACY IN UM??? OMG!!!!
well, the title sayz everything.
wednesday
12.05am: pikachu and son msg- eh can check upu resultz online ady!
nervous-nyer!! dun care. sleep 1st. zzz...
6.30am: woke up juz to check the time. fon almost exploded with frenz asking, "what u get ah?"
no mood zzz ady. = =""
6.50am: saw - wong suyuen. farmasi. Universiti Malaya
wednesday
12.05am: pikachu and son msg- eh can check upu resultz online ady!
nervous-nyer!! dun care. sleep 1st. zzz...
6.30am: woke up juz to check the time. fon almost exploded with frenz asking, "what u get ah?"
no mood zzz ady. = =""
6.50am: saw - wong suyuen. farmasi. Universiti Malaya
omg
omg
omg
omg
OMG!!!!!!!
oh.my.gawd.
replied messages after that, telling mom and otherz bout it. dad called a short while later, sounding like he juz won lottery. and started to lecture me on how good that course was and that i shud not be so stressed out with it. okayyy.................................
mom came back from work *good mood* went to watch movie in kepong. KUNGFU PANDA!!!!! wanted to watch it since before it was released in cinemas. and omg (again), WAT A FANTASTIC MOVIE!!!! highly recommended!! i was like laughing throughout the whole movie, practically because of the hilarious scenes and also the influence of loud guffaw from the audience in my row. XDXD there was a character named Master Oogway (pronounced: oo-guay) and guess wat, it was an ancient tortoise. one of the boyz behind sniggered, "wu gui keke! XD" i couldn't help laughing at wat i heard too kakakaka....
anywayz, this is 1 movie that's worth ur time watching. no regretz. but dun enter in there with full stomach. i did and i had ache laughing so hard XDXD if given a chance, i would want to watch again though, this time with the chinese version ^^
aikx.... need to help mom to proof-read her bookz ady (check for spelling mistakes and stuff = =) ciaoz!!!
29th June coming!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
THE CHOCOLATEZ, ORPHANS AND HACKER
(listening to ayumi's together when... while blogging this) one week, one post. i cant believe how lazy i am. and to think june is gonna over soon, i hardly have at least 5 postz this month swt"""' but the fact is, there is reli NOTHING at all to blog. so i rather spend my time:
WATCHING DRAMA
XDXD
currently addicted to LAST FRIENDS also itz theme song, PRISONER OF LOVE. in love in love!!!!!!! heard that song earlier on but wasnt so excited with it. and when the 1st episode of Last Friends started itz intro, i have been repeating this song like about 10times a day XD
2 actorz were from NODAME CANTABILE, also a very nice drama. omg!! Nodame (Juri Ueno) herself is in Last Friends too ^^ love her soooo much in nodame, with her weird hair and clothes and even weirder attitude. so u can guess how confused i become when i watched the serious side of her in Last Friends. cant get used to it yet XD anyway will continue to watch it (still in episode 7. 4 more ep to go XD)
anyway, y am i talking bout drama XD
last saturday, went to cocoa boutique near MTC. (with mom's skul's interact club memberz)
oh wait a minute..
DUE TO SOME TECHNICAL ERRORZ IN BLOGGER, I CANT UPLOAD PHOTOS. WILL BE DOING THAT SOON AFTER EVERYTHING IS FIXED
ok continue... we watched the presentation but i wasn't paying attention ( never changed since secondary skul. but come on, who will???? and that guy was speaking like as if he wanna catch the last train home) . watched how they made chocolatez and the machines and gadgetz as well. ntg much there. but the displayed chocolates were cool, and the chocz they sold were even cooler. according to them, u cant get those anywhere in msia but here. so v bought some of them ( i got smth called Espresso. itz dark choc with coffee bean in it. syok-nyer~~!!!!! huhu in the midst of enjoying it, i'm gaining excessive weight sobz)
next, we went to SUNBEAMZ ORPHANAGE to pay a visit. 900 kidz live there, though we only saw 40 that day. we blew bubbles, had colouring contest and pizza with them. i wasnt there to accompany them though, coz i went to Domino's to pick-up those pizzas with a teacher and my sis. bless them, they're nice kidz and i wish that they'll be successful one day ^^
now, my friendster profile got hacked a few dayz ago!!!! itz by a 23 year old Philipino guy named Bantotan. wat he did was, he added some kind of weird html in ur add media file. so that when u opened ur profile, it would straight link to his profile without displaying urz and can u believe this, it would automatically add him as friend! wtf! i was like devastated with the whole thing. could it be bcoz i din log out ( i nvr did) so this hacker got his chance? but shouldn't be that, coz a fren of mine did log out too and her profile was still ok. anyway, many ppl's profiles got hacked as well and that hacker's was bombarded with many commentz scolding and cursing him. they even post buletin on how to solve the problem. so thank god now it is fixed ady ( hope so, coz sometimes when i open profiles i still have the html appearing in my add media) but juz now checked again, and i think itz finally gone for good. now i dun have to open new acc ( i was about to do so). i was thinking, if that person can hack frenster accountz, watz the point of opening anthr 1?
so, to all the ntg-to-do weirdos out there, instead of creating troubles and have ppl hating u for ntg, y dun u join me in watching Last Friends? XDXD to think that i still can talk rubbish here when i got so pissed off with tat hacker last few dayz. haha k gtg ady. long post to make up with my lack of interest in blogging.
btw....
UNI RESULTZ WILL BE OUT TMR!!!!!!!!!!!
(i'm keeping my fingerz crossed! ^^)
ciaoz~~
Monday, June 9, 2008
NOTHING MUCH...
Been ages since i blogged. quite busy nowadayz and plus, nothing much to blog so i juz waited till i have lotza stuff to put in here XD went to Thean How Temple near mid valley tat day. ( it was actually a trip to visit my aunt at the condo, and next to it was this very beautiful temple ^^)
had some quick poses with the 12 chinese horoscopes :
went to the temple to pray later but din manage to take photos coz, i thought itz kinda disrespectful.
anywayz, tingyi aka takeshi (self-proclaimed lengzai whahaha) came to kl tat day. went to midvalley to meet him up with huiyee. since there was not much time for movies, so we juz hung around in shopz ( i was the one dragging them to those places coz i was looking for something XD) we bought him a necklace (no photos available) as a souvenir from KL. hope u like it ^^
had some quick poses with the 12 chinese horoscopes :
went to the temple to pray later but din manage to take photos coz, i thought itz kinda disrespectful.
anywayz, tingyi aka takeshi (self-proclaimed lengzai whahaha) came to kl tat day. went to midvalley to meet him up with huiyee. since there was not much time for movies, so we juz hung around in shopz ( i was the one dragging them to those places coz i was looking for something XD) we bought him a necklace (no photos available) as a souvenir from KL. hope u like it ^^
Us!!
this's an extremely cute photo taken by me, featuring my superbly adorable lil frenz XD
went to cameron highlandz last week : 29th may- 2nd july. dun feel like talking much. *lazy* so i'll juz include some picz here.... wat laa... a pic representz a thousand wordz mar... check out my frenster profile for more picz anyway ( i took 318photoz in total. siao!! @___@)
keke.. mostly are my zhilian photoz. *yawnnnn* go watch drama 1st. tata!!
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